@dr.scott.eilers: I was dealing with passive suicidal thoughts. It felt like nothing would ever change, and waiting for things to magically improve just made me feel more stuck. What actually helped was realizing I could make small parts of my world better myself, even if everything else still felt overwhelming.
I’ve been trying for a very long time to make things better and they do not get better because 1000 billionaires control literally everything. Everything. I call my rep about four times every. Single. Day. He has never bothered to answer or return my call. That’s just one example.
2026-05-09 23:27:31
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Pat :
We live on a resort playground planet for 30 people, everyone else is the staf
2026-05-10 21:35:35
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user749595883993 :
Mine isn’t passive anymore
2026-05-11 00:14:16
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A :
I honestly can’t think of a single thing I can do.
2026-05-10 23:13:52
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Digsrocks :
I grew up with a 'dark triad' abusive person in control of most aspects of my life. I became a contributing adult scientist, artist, and writer. Since dark triad people similar to my childhood gained control of my country and filled the news 24/7, I have lost a huge part of my ability to contribute. It's like this overwhelming gut level paralysis and aversion to exposing any inner part of myself to my society. I feel like it relates to what you said, and I find hope in your words.
2026-05-10 13:56:08
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readwithcindy :
I'm too tired to try, and a lot of times resent having to try
2026-05-11 07:14:15
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M :
this is the most validating thing ive seen in ages 😭 but im so burnt out from trying to make things better, all it does is make people yell at me and dump their guilt on me
2026-05-10 16:18:18
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Walter Smooth :
It’s my retirement plan
2026-05-11 19:28:16
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MeganCholiaDreams🥀 :
Holy shit this is me. You explained this so well
2026-05-13 17:05:10
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taylor.rdh :
It’s so hard to go on day to day like this it really is
2026-05-12 01:35:37
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Big Tocino :
what happened to hi or hello first
2026-06-08 17:16:53
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PaulSacto :
When I experience this, the problem isn’t that I expect others to make it better. I know they can’t. I blame myself. And I don’t see any options for how I can make it better. That’s a real crusher.
2026-05-10 22:00:23
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user2744017309542 :
I'm totally for actively reducing suffering in the world right now, as long as it's coupled with advocating for reducing adding human souls to the suffering
2026-05-12 23:35:58
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Somewhatdamaged8 ❌ :
I am on a safety plan. I look forward to the time that I can manage myself with intervention.
2026-05-09 19:53:16
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Kamasi p :
Felt this 100%. Still trying to find purpose
2026-05-10 11:03:32
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thatoneaccount :
i’ve never heard anyone else articulate this. i relate to this so much.
2026-05-11 02:32:47
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alpaca :
true but also that sounds like a lot of work so no lmao
2026-05-11 07:26:16
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mycorneroftheinternet :
happiness lives in the mind , its hard not to let external circumstances rule over your perception & emotions . but thats why happiness truly lives in the mind , no matter the circumstance
2026-05-11 16:12:35
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❌ Kerry ❌ :
I understand you ❤️
2026-05-10 21:02:52
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Lady Peanuts :
This, so hard
2026-05-10 17:22:36
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th3rmalbr1dge :
okay hello
2026-05-11 18:39:32
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Gabe :
Have you made a video on ketamine treatment?
2026-05-09 19:33:57
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Brandi Linné :
well, my kid self exited.. tell me about how its my responsibility to make it tolerable
2026-10-20 22:44:21
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ColorGreen__ :
That’s why I gotta just give up
2026-06-26 10:40:30
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Adjotamakloe :
Hmm very insightful
2026-05-11 20:30:37
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