Abitsss :
It was my fault, i knew she was friendly towards everyone, yet my ego was too high, i only cared about how lucky i was if my girlfriend was this beautiful, stunning girl. I never knew actually being her boyfriend would hurt me so much. Im losing myself loving her, being forced to accept things i dont like, but then again i have no power to stop her from being friendly, i dont want to. Cause its my fault for loving her despite knowing her personality, its draining me everyday, and i cant just let her go cause were classmates, imagine how awkward it would be in school, just seeing the face of the girl who completely breaks your heart everyday, i cant focus on mu acads now because of this. We fell in love with each other too easily, weve known each other for one week before we became official, i knew the risks of loving her, but i still decided to pursue her because i was so in need of love, i disregarded my self love for love from someone else, and now i suffer the consequences for it.
2026-06-26 23:53:10