brother(o^-^)っ :
To the girl I love so much,
I don’t even know how to start this message because no words will ever be enough to explain how much you truly mean to me. For four years, you became one of the most important parts of my life. You were there during my happiest moments, my lowest moments, my immature days, and my growth as a person. And through all of that, my love for you never changed.
I know our situation is difficult. I know a Christian boy and a Muslim girl being together is not simple at all. There are traditions, beliefs, family expectations, and many things standing between us. Sometimes it hurts me so much thinking that love alone is not always enough to make two people stay together forever. But even with all those difficulties, I still chose you every single day.
Thank you for loving me for four beautiful years. Thank you for every late-night conversation, every laugh, every comfort, every small effort, every “ingat,” every memory, and every time you stayed even when things became hard. I will always be grateful because I experienced a kind of love that changed me because of you.
You know, there were moments where I was willing to do everything just to be with you. I even thought about converting to Islam because I wanted a future with you so badly. Not because I was forced, but because I loved you deeply. But you stopped me because you were scared that even if I converted, there was still a chance your family wouldn’t accept me. And honestly, that hurt me, but at the same time, I understood you. I know you were only trying to protect me from more pain and disappointment.
I never blamed you for our situation. I know this is hard for you too. I know you love your family, your faith, and your responsibilities. And that’s one of the reasons why I admire you so much. You always tried to do what you thought was right, even if it meant hurting yourself in the process.
Sometimes I ask myself why love can feel so unfair. Why did I meet someone so perfect for my heart if the world would make things so complicated for us? But even with all the pain, I still don’t regret loving you. If I had the chance to go back in time, I would still choose you again and again.
2026-05-16 14:22:19