@slaybootsellie: the concept of this silly little disease taking 9-13 years off my lifespan #bipolar #bipolar1

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sc0nesandc0ffee
sconesandcoffee :
I have a masters degree in psychopharmacology and I ended up instead of writing about the prompt for one paper writing how frustrating it was that many drugs are HORRIFIC for the person in so many ways and I ended up getting an A+ because I was the only one to truly call it out. I would love to be in research to help find better solutions.
2026-05-11 14:38:49
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teslaleigh
Tesla Leigh :
I have to get my heart, liver and kidneys checked once a year being on lamictal 🙃
2026-05-11 17:01:56
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applebottomjanesssss_
applebottomjanesssss_ :
no because i literally feel like im getting dumber and dumber by the day. i feel like i cant remember anything. even what i did days before. wtf is it
2026-05-13 16:51:19
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blythejmay
blythejmay :
I learned long ago you have to pick symptoms or side effects. My symptoms are unpredictable, uncontrollable, and pretty dangerous. I’m completely out of control with no end in sight. I have always picked side effects because they’re much more predictable, less intense, and I feel much more in control of what’s happening. Neither is an easy choice. Both have negatives and positives. You just have to decide which one makes your life better. Not always easier, but better.
2026-05-11 21:14:14
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memememelton
where'sthetrash? :
bi polar is a terminal disorder. I just came to grips with it this weekend cause I had a major episode.
2026-05-16 21:01:47
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gettingwhativotedfor
getting what I voted for :
checking my lithium levels on the 15th. but since I've been on seroquel, lamotrigine, lithium and duloxetine i haven't behaved in a life changing manner in public. glass half full.
2026-05-14 18:49:41
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mckayla.elizabeth
McKayla.Elizabeth :
Just sobbing in this comment section knowing that the man that I love deals with this and he’s the most kind hearted magical human I’ve ever known. None of you deserve this. 😭💔
2026-05-18 18:53:23
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awwchristinaaaa
christina🍭🎀🪻 :
My doctor is so against antipsychotics and I appreciate her so much for that😭 also she said “you’re not psychotic” & that made me feel so much better :( and she’s only against them bc of the side effects!! Lamitcal has changed my life and I used to be on trileptal :(
2026-05-14 17:52:21
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father_vito_cornelius
Nevyn :
It's incredibly frustrating. Sometimes we have to focus first on quality of life, and second on quantity.
2026-05-11 19:29:10
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mogo_218
mogo_218 :
I have schizoaffective & like 4 other disorders. On 5 meds atm to manage it all. I'd take the side effects over no meds any day of my life. Stay stong yall.
2026-05-14 21:13:57
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the_wizardofozz
wizardofoz :
Guys im doing research rn to combat this pray 4 me that i make progress im trying my best ik this shi sucks and things need to change ☹️
2026-05-25 12:57:58
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queen.q382
༻⋆ ⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ qu3⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚・༺ :
That’s why I’m just sticking with lexapro, clonidine and therapy
2026-05-13 12:36:32
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honeybadger420_
🫧 Searra 🍃 :
What about Lamictal? My doctor warned me about Stevens-Johnson Syndrome but didn’t say anything about organ related issues.
2026-05-14 22:37:44
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hannahindiana
hannahindiana :
I think the more depressing part for me, besides developing liver disease from lamictal, is that I became allergic to it after being on it for years 😭 it was the only thing that worked for my seizures for a long time. I’m 12 years massive seizure free and 2 years lamictal free. That rash almost took me out.
2026-05-12 01:22:50
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lazaprr
lazaprr :
I've had bipolar/bpd symptoms + depression, anxiety, ocd, etc since early elementary school and my parents are extremely anti mental health meds, I used to be so smart and now I can't remember what I was thinking about less than a minute ago
2026-05-13 18:13:04
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heathnfyre
Heather Alicea :
You know….i think im just gonna scroll on this one.
2026-05-11 18:48:21
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og_stephaniee
Saint Stephanie 🏴 :
My mother has schizophrenia and has been on lithium for a long time. Now she has dementia. It really isn’t fair
2026-05-12 05:45:25
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otterpop22
Otter_Pop224 :
I’d rather live a life of quality than one of quantity. Hard to come to terms with
2026-05-13 17:59:41
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its.eva.01
its.eva.01 :
Catch me in the gym working on my fitness!!
2026-05-13 23:40:54
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heatheryfeathery89
Heather Shmeather :
Me sitting here on my antipsychotic with liver disease I didn’t have before meds…
2026-05-13 22:56:23
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mindofknives
Knives :
i already have kidney disease since i was 2 sooo…
2026-05-13 22:57:07
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shoshanaweiner
shoshana weiner :
been on lithium for 6 years and i don’t even have a bipolar diagnosis !!
2026-05-12 16:23:19
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saralizjoyner
𝖘𝖏🦕 :
i have been off my meds for about 6 years now and i have definitely been able to tell a decline. i try to keep myself as busy as possible to keep from thinking about it
2026-05-12 00:08:21
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calabasasangel
calabasasangel :
Oh!
2026-05-12 13:44:38
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ilovehotdads83625
missleah🔫💣💉 :
Reasons why I was on/off medications for so long. I’m trying to scrape by with Lamotrigine and Wellbutrin 😅
2026-06-05 01:34:27
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