Leyyy :
to be honest jo, naka-move on na talaga ako. i’m not attracted to you romantically anymore. pero from time to time, you still cross my mind especially when i see or do the things we used to share. i can’t help but reminisce. some memories just come back on their own, and it’s hard to forget them because those were the moments where i truly felt loved. don ko naramdaman na someone genuinely cared for me and accepted me for who i am. there was something about you that felt different like you set a standard i can’t easily ignore. you made me feel the kind of love i know i deserve, and maybe that’s why it’s been hard for me to fully move forward.
yes, i admit i have some crushes sa school, when i’m finally alone iniisip kita, ikaw pa rin talaga. sometimes it even feels like i’m doing something wrong, like i’m cheating, kahit wala na tayo. ang weird, diba? even i don’t fully understand myself. maybe part of me is still holding on sa past, or maybe i’m just scared to love someone again. natatakot ako na baka masaktan ulit, or baka wala nang makakapagparamdam sakin ng ganon. but i know i’m trying. i’m learning to let go little by little while still appreciating what we had. and maybe someday, i’ll be ready to love again this time, without looking back. I love you. Sobrang mahal kita more than what I show, more than what I even understand sometimes. Ikaw ‘yung tipo ng tao na bigla ko na lang naiisip kahit walang reason. Sa maliit na bagay, sa random moments ng araw ko, ikaw pa rin. And honestly, I hate how much power you have over my feeling pero at the same time, ayoko rin namang mawala yun, kasi ikaw yun eh. Pero if I’m being real with you minsan, masakit din magmahal. Hindi ko laging ma-explain kung bakit. Minsan parang okay tayo, tapos i start overthinking kung importante ba talaga ako sayo the same way na importante ka sakin. Kung naiisip mo rin ba ako the way I think about you. And I know minsan, nasa isip ko lang lahat yun. pero the feeling still hurts and feels real to me.
2026-06-02 12:31:35