@joannalauren45: I know I’m not the only one who feels this way. Sharing this feels very pathetic but also… therapeutic. I have an amazing life but when I was a child I didn’t think I was going to have so many bumps. I thought I was smarter and stronger than some of the choices I made. Never thought I would fall into some of the traps that I did. I miss that optimistic adolescence. I don’t want to become bitter. ——- #crashingout #healingera #musicheals
Man that’s a great lyric “I miss who I was before life happened.” That says what a lot of people are feeling.
2026-05-12 12:59:22
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B.E.Stewart :
There is nothing wrong with assessing your situation and wishing things had been different. Relationships can really mess a person up and make trusting others, or even yourself difficult. Prayers you continue chasing your dreams and find peace and happiness. 🙏🙏🙏
2026-05-13 00:17:42
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Kurt Mire, P.E. :
Corporate is terrible! That’s why I always did consulting on the side and now full time since 2003.
2026-05-12 00:03:20
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Wally Leaver :
Your vulnerability is appreciated, and understandable. Everyone has their own path. There is no correct one. There is always an expectation, though. Whether it's internal or external, not meeting those feels like you've done something wrong. There is no wrong path, you are just carving a new path. You have created your path of music and engineering, one which I am also traveling, and you've created such a great, tight community with which you share these struggles. Whether it is through a video like this or your music. We are here for you, and we love you, Joanna.
2026-05-11 23:10:58
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alwTicToc :
The bumps never stop. Never lose yourself over the shake-ups they cause. We are all exactly where we are always. We can look back. We can look ahead. But it's the now we exist in. I hope what you see ahead is the path you chose. Find love. Be loved. Be you.
2026-05-11 19:41:17
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AlexKing_Music :
And you know what? It’s ok feeling that way. I recently broke up with someone and I can tell you it’s not easy but it’s no the end. Life has its beauty, ups and downs so we have to be grateful for good and bad. I wish I could have a house too or more instruments to play and record or more free time so I’m working on it. We have to be grateful for today because that’s the way we are getting prepare to receive something better. I’m telling you my part because I came directly from hell, pure pain and suffer in the purest way. Held your head up you’ve got this, one day at the time. You will be better even if you don’t understand or feel it in that way. Nothing is forever. Sending hugs 🫂 from here.
2026-05-11 23:51:23
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Jimmy :
I'm sorry Joanna. 😥 I'm here if you need anything.
2026-05-11 17:29:25
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Ryan :
Hang in there Joanna. You're not alone in the feeling.
I stepped away from corporate because it was destroying my happiness. We can't turn back the clock, so what makes you truly happy.
2026-06-11 21:26:06
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Mark_canuck_55 :
Self-reflection is an important aspect to cleanse the soul. You are brave to speak your feelings... it's cathartic to let it out...the person you were before is always there...you will find them and be happy again...I believe it and I believe in you!!🙌🏼🙌🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💯💯
2026-05-11 22:32:43
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Josiah Kellogg :
I’m sorry and I’m here if you need anything or to talk to anyone 🥹
2026-05-11 17:51:44
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GottaDamnClue :
got me on the verge of tears cause I know exactly what you mean. You're amazing
2026-05-11 18:12:20
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Teddy🧸✨️💯🀄❌️ :
feel blessed just to know you💯
2026-05-12 10:40:32
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harry_balls68 2.0 :
Hugs from behind 🥰
2026-05-11 19:28:17
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Joe😎✊🏼🇲🇽💙 :
you got this
2026-05-11 18:17:17
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Lane Fowler :
Lane is here also, Always can talk to me 😊
2026-05-11 18:09:29
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Temu Barbie :
Girl same 😭😭😭😭 🖤 I can so relate to this
2026-05-11 21:38:58
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NewProdigy1 :
Definitely not alone
2026-05-11 18:32:31
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Fallon Lee Music✨ :
I am in this same
2026-05-11 20:44:58
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Mystic Kr1sty Tarot & Numbers :
Love you, Sista.
2026-05-11 21:45:58
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silver_sickle5 :
I wanna say thank you for sharing your music with the world and I always enjoy seeing your LIVEs. I hope you feel better eventually. 🙂🫶🩷🩷🩷 stay strong.
2026-05-11 19:07:33
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OSAmA :
i am going through the same situation , but i have a concept that gives peace to my life , i know life isn't fair and we don't always get what we want so whatever it could be, I am grateful for god for what i have, i believe he will not forget me and he sees and knows
2026-05-11 18:01:39
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Fallon Lee Music✨ :
Girl I just made this SAME post and deleted it bc I just couldn’t
2026-05-11 20:45:41
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Thomas :
I don't have a lot to offer but Im here if you just want to chat Joanna.
2026-05-11 17:54:07
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✨☪️ 🌙 Meg Marie 🌙 ☪️ ✨ :
Don’t let others make that timeline for you or make u feel like u need to meet those expectations there are so many other women that are in the same position as you are me being one of them. The best part about ur life is you get to write your own story and u can still have baby’s even if ur 40! Things always come along when least expected! I understand exactly how I feel I just try to enjoy life as much as I can even tho I feel like time is running out! 💕
2026-05-11 18:41:19
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Dan J :
People are imperfect and can cause pain and distress. Do you know Jesus? He has helped me through time just as yours.
2026-05-11 19:48:38
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