bebe💦 :
tbh, naka-move on naman talaga ako. I'm not attracted to you romantically anymore. It's just that from time to time, bumabalik ka sa isip ko-lalo na sa mga bagay na dati nating ginagawa or the things I once dedicated to you. I can't help but to reminisce about those moments. Parang may mga alaala lang talaga na kusang sumusulpot at mga alaala na mahirap kalimutan kasi sa mga alaala na yun naramdaman ko na i feel loved by someone who really care and loved me for who i am. And when I meet someone new naman, hindi ko alam... I don't know why, but somehow I still find myself thinking na there was something about you that felt different-like in some way, you set a standard I can't easily overlook. You've made me feel the loved i deserves the most and maybe that's the point why nobody can't replace you. And yes, aaminin ko i have some crushes sa campus but when i'm finally alone iniisip kita at bumabalik pa rin talaga, it felt like i was cheating on you kahit wala na tayo, crazy right? I don't even understand myself kung bakit i can't loved someone new, is it because i am confined to the past? or i was just scared to accept or loved someone again? tbh,every time na may naiisip ako, bumabalik sa isip ko yung mga dati nating ginagawa. the little conversations, the random updates, and the moments that once made me happy. sometimes, namimiss ko yung memories natin. pero i realized that missing the memories doesn't mean i want us back. naging importante ka sa buhay ko noon, and i won't deny that. you became part of my routine and my comfort at some point. pero kahit bumabalik yung mga alaala, hindi na ako makikipagbalikan. not because i'm angry at you, and not because there's someone else. it's simply because the spark i had for you is gone. i can't force myself to feel the same way i used to. maybe what i miss is the version of us that existed before everything changed. people grow, feelings change, and sometimes the people we once loved become memories instead of forever. thank you for the memories and the lessons. i'll always appreciate the good moments we had, but this time, i'm choosing to move forward. i hope you find happiness, and i hope i find mine too.
2026-06-14 04:16:55