Rin :
He was my homeboy—my best friend. Sya yung naging kuya ko sa school, sya yung linalapitan ko kapag may problema ako, may random akong sasabihin, may chismis akong nasagap, at sinasabihan ko ng mga nangyayari sa buhay kong masaya. Walang araw na hindi kami magka-call, to the point na may mga nag dududa na din. Pero alam kong may one point na ang meron lang samin ay isa’t-isa. Sya yung tipong nag ststay true sa mga sinasabi. Isa sa sinabi nya ay hindi daw sya pumapatol sa kaibigan nya at hindi sya pumapatol sa naging kausap/ex ng mga kaibigan nyang lalaki—para daw sa respeto. Pero sa Quadro namin (sya, ako, dalawang kaibigan naming babae) napansin ko na mas nagiging close na sila nung friend namin na single. The calls and messages that used to be consistent, the person who didn’t fail to check up on me whenever something is off about me suddenly became distant. The chats lessened, he didn’t call, and he barely reached out. I tried to fight for the friendship, I reached out, tried to make our cold and short conversations longer, and did everything just for me not to lose him. But later on, I got tired. I realized I started to lose myself—my spark. Just to fight for a friendship that I’m the only one holding onto. So I stopped, the messages, the calls, and even the check up messages. Once I stopped reaching out, it ended. Later on, I found out he was talking to our friend (the same girl in our quadro) and that was when I completely gave up. Their relationship is no big deal to me—I wish them the best. My problem is, I felt betrayed. It felt like all the trust I gave to them is just so simple to throw away (they both told us that they won’t like each other and kept on insisting that hindi sila nagkakagusto sa kaibigan.. more or less sa ex ng mga kaibigan nila💀). Also, I don’t talk to our friend (Yung jinowa nya😂) anymore and I also don’t know why. Him, me, and our friend isn’t in touch anymore. The Quadro is no longer alive—I left.
2026-05-12 16:45:10