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Yes, we broke up and I broke up with him but not because I no longer loved him, and not because I was playing with his heart. It was because guilt overwhelmed me, and my overthinking took over. I kept thinking that I didn’t deserve him, and that he didn’t deserve someone as toxic as me, someone who needed to change, so that he wouldn’t end up with someone harmful or toxic relationship, and now that I’ve changed? Now that I’ve grown, learned how to control my emotions, and understand people better, I am no longer the same girl he met. But when I finally opened my eyes and looked at him, I realized that he already have someone new. Now he's telling me that I deserve better? But I tried everything to become better for him. Why can’t he do the same, if he feels that he's not good enough for me? and I don’t mind if you don’t feel you’re a “better person” I would understand you, tell you what is right and wrong in a relationship, and guide and support you. I didn’t become a better person just to find someone else who is better than you and also I don’t want you to just be a better person, i want you to be the one I want. I want us to be able to start again.
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