@.a.a.v1: Every night feels longer than the one before. I stay awake thinking about everything I lost, everything I wanted, and everything that slowly disappeared from my hands. Memories come back like ghosts that refuse to leave me alone. I remember the moments when I was truly happy, when my laugh was real, when my soul still had hope. Now all of that feels far away, like it belonged to someone else, not me. #fpy #foryou