lazyyyian
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❃.✮:▹ƙׁׅɑׁׅꪱׁׁׁׅׅׅ◃:✮.❃ :
To my avoidant baby, I won’t beg this time. Not because I stopped caring, but because I’m starting to understand that love shouldn’t feel like I have to keep proving I’m worth staying for. I see you. Even in your silence. I notice how you disappear when things get overwhelming, how you choose distance over confrontation. And I’ve tried, I really did, to meet you where you are without losing myself in the process. But loving you quietly has been the loudest pain I’ve ever felt. I kept telling myself na “intindihin mo s’ya, gan’to lang talaga siya” while slowly, ako naman yung nauubos. I stayed patient, I stayed soft, even when I felt ignored, even when I felt like I was the only one holding on. And maybe you’ll never fully realize how much I chose you in moments where it would’ve been easier to walk away. I don’t hate you. I don’t blame you. But I’m finally accepting that I can’t be the only one fighting for something that’s supposed to be ours. If you ever come across this, I hope you understand that I didn’t leave because I stopped loving you. I stepped back because I had to start choosing myself too. And if one day you learn how to stay, I hope you remember someone once loved you this gently, this patiently, this real. But for now, I’m letting go of the version of you that only exists when it’s convenient. Still soft, just not losing myself anymore and I know loving the same gender is wrong pero nag mahalan din naman tayo pero I just wanna said to you I love you for being my boyfriend kahit lalake ren namin ako I love and lagi kang mag iingat baby ko -erick 💔
2026-05-15 10:10:55
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𝖛𝖎𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖊ꨄ︎ :
ngl, but I only get my peace when it's 2-3 am.
2026-05-14 11:57:41
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aerionne :
we broke up last night
2026-05-19 02:46:34
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N :
to my baby, always remember that you're the one i want to be with in the future. i want you to be my wife, baby. i loved you, i always do. just because you're avoidant doesn't mean you're hard to love, loving you is just like breathing. if no one understands you, always remember that i'm here. everytime i'm with you feels like freedom, you're the home i need. being with you makes everything so lighter, you make me forget my problems and other things that makes me sad. you're everything i wanted, so please don't leave me, you're the only one i have. ILOVEYOUUUUSOMUCHHH MS. AVOIDANT. Adobo, Sinigang, Kare-Kare, Lechon, Tinola, Pancit, Lumpia, Tapsilog, Longganisa, Tocino, Bangus, Daing, Bistek, Afritada, Menudo, Caldereta, Embutido, Dinuguan, Laing, Pinakbet, Paksiw, Inasal, Batchoy, Lugaw, Arroz Caldo, Champorado, Halo-Halo, Turon, Bibingka, Puto, Kutsinta, Sapin-Sapin, Leche Flan, Ube Halaya, Biko, Ginataang Bilo-Bilo, Cassava Cake, Maja Blanca, Ensaymada, Pandesal, Hopia, Siopao, Siomai, Fishball, Kwek-Kwek, Isaw, Betamax, Adidas, Balut, Penoy, Kilawin, Kinilaw, Sisig, Dinakdakan, Papaitan, Bulalo, Nilaga, Tinapa, Tuyo, Danggit, Pusit, Adobong Pusit, Ginataang Isda, Ginataang Gulay, Tortang Talong, Ukoy, Okoy, Lumpiang Shanghai, Lumpiang Ubod, Lumpiang Sariwa, Pancit Canton, Pancit Malabon, Pancit Palabok, Pancit Habhab, Pancit Molo, Chicken Curry, Pork BBQ, Chicken BBQ, imissyoubaby.
2026-05-15 13:56:24
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scent :
Kada scroll ko ripples tumutunog. ala na
2026-05-16 05:08:14
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Alai :
backburner, di pinursue, second option, di pinili, laging pangalawa, standby lang, backup plan, never priority, almost pero hindi, reserve lang, last pick, pang-lipas oras, fallback palagi, hindi inuna, hindi sineryoso, hindi pinansin, laging nasa gilid lang, parang choice lang kapag wala nang iba, laging panghuli sa listahan, hindi kailanman una sa isip mo, sandalan lang kapag kailangan mo ng kausap, pansamantalang kasama kapag masaya ka, kapag wala kang ibang mapagkukunan, ako yung boses mo kapag hindi malinaw ang isip mo, ako yung kahinaan mo na tinitingnan mo lang kapag hindi ka masaya sa ibang tao, parang comfort zone na hindi mo alam kung seryoso ka o hindi, laging pangalawa sa desisyon, pang-reserve lang, kung kelan convenient sa’yo, kung kailan free ang oras mo, ako yung ‘almost’ pero hindi naging ‘ikaw’, ako yung naiisip mo kapag hindi nag-work yung una mong pinili, ako yung extra na iniwan mo sa huli, ako yung hindi napag-isipan, hindi tinutukan, hindi inuna, hindi minindset, hindi pinapahalagahan, parang placeholder lang sa buhay mo, parang panandalian, hindi tunay na mahalaga, pero nandyan lang palagi, handa lang umako kapag wala nang iba, parang echo sa isip mo na hindi mo kayang itigil, parang damdaming iniwan mo sa gilid, laging standby, laging nakahanda, laging nasa likod ng priority mo, hindi pinipili, hindi pinag-iisipan, hindi pinapansin, parang laging pangalawa, pang-reserve, pang-ubos lang ng oras, never truly chosen, almost pero hindi, di kailanman una, di seryoso, di tunay, laging nasa huli, di kailanman sa unahan, pang-lipas oras, pang-replace, pang-comfort, pang-backup, pang-extra, pang-boredom, pang-second thought, pang-fill in, pang-temporary, pang-huli, pang-extras, pang-standby, pang-always waiting.
2026-05-15 03:30:03
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pi :
Niloko, sinaktan, pinaglaruan, pinaasa, iniwan, pinabayaan, binalewala, tinraydor, pinagpalit, tinalikuran, ginamit, sinayang, kinalimutan, nilimot, hindi pinahalagahan, hindi iningatan, hindi pinili, hindi pinaglaban, hindi sineryoso, pinagsawaan, pinagsinungalingan, nilihim, itinago, nilayo, pinalitan, isinantabi, tinabi, itinulak palayo, pinahirapan, dinurog, winasak, pinunit, binale-wala,option lang, pampalipas oras, panakip butas, reserba, pangalawa lang, hindi pinili, hindi priority, nasa gilid lang, laging huli, hinihintay lang, tinatabi muna, hindi mahalaga, pinapalitan agad, kapag wala na lang iba, ginagamit lang, hindi pinapansin, kulang sa halaga, laging next, hindi pinaprioritize, pang dagdag lang, hindi kasama sa plano, hindi iniisip, hindi pinaninindigan, madaling bitawan, madaling kalimutan, laging may kapalit, hindi sigurado, hindi pinipili araw-araw, backburner, second choice, backup plan, plan B, fallback, reserve, spare option, afterthought, last resort, taken for granted, set aside, left behind, overlooked, unprioritized, unchosen, second best, not the first pick, just in case, placeholder, rebound. overall ako lahat ’yanniloko, sinaktan, pinaglaruan, pinaasa, iniwan, pinabayaan, binalewala, tinraydor, pinagpalit, tinalikuran, ginamit, sinayang, kinalimutan, nilimot, hindi pinahalagahan, hindi iningatan, hindi pinili, hindi pinaglaban, hindi sineryoso, pinagsawaan, pinagsinungalingan, nilihim, itinago, nilayo, pinalitan, isinantabi, tinabi, itinulak palayo, pinahirapan, dinurog, winasak, pinunit, binale-wala,option lang, pampalipas oras, panakip butas, reserba, pangalawa lang, hindi pinili, hindi priority, nasa gilid lang, laging huli, hinihintay lang, tinatabi muna, hindi mahalaga, pinapalitan agad, kapag wala na lang iba, ginagamit lang, hindi pinapansin, kulang sa halaga, laging next, hindi pinaprioritize, pang dagdag lang, hindi kasama sa plano, hindi iniisip, hindi pinaninindigan, madaling bitawan, madaling kalimutan, laging may kapalit, hindi sigurado, hindi pinipili araw-araw, backburner, second choice, backup plan, plan B, fallback, reserve, spare option, afterthought, last resort, taken for granted, set aside.
2026-06-03 23:09:30
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munchoncookies! :
I'll stop saying sorry, I'll stop feeling bad for something I did not inflict, I will stop being a yes machine, I will be who I am and I will keep on being who I am no matter what they think of me, because they didn't even care enough to notice the thick, dense, mask in which they think I truly am, what more of the true me
2026-05-16 16:34:52
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gumising❌ umiyak✔
2026-05-16 00:13:24
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cleo :
niloko, sinaktan, pinaglaruan, pinaasa, iniwan, pinabayaan, binalewala, tinraydor, pinagpalit, tinalikuran, ginamit, sinayang, kinalimutan, nilimot, hindi pinahalagahan, hindi iningatan, hindi pinili, hindi pinaglaban, hindi sineryoso, pinagsawaan, pinagsinungalingan, nilihim, itinago, nilayo, pinalitan, isinantabi, tinabi, itinulak palayo, pinahirapan, dinurog, winasak, pinunit, binale-wala,option lang, pampalipas oras, panakip butas, reserba, pangalawa lang, hindi pinili, hindi priority, nasa gilid lang, laging huli, hinihintay lang, tinatabi muna, hindi mahalaga, pinapalitan agad, kapag wala na lang iba, ginagamit lang, hindi pinapansin, kulang sa halaga, laging next, hindi pinaprioritize, pang dagdag lang, hindi kasama sa plano, hindi iniisip, hindi pinaninindigan, madaling bitawan, madaling kalimutan, laging may kapalit, hindi sigurado, hindi pinipili araw-araw, backburner, second choice, backup plan, plan B, fallback, reserve, spare option, afterthought, last resort, taken for granted, set aside, left behind, overlooked, unprioritized, unchosen, second best, not the first pick, just in case, placeholder, rebound. overall ako lahat ’yanniloko, sinaktan, pinaglaruan, pinaasa, iniwan, pinabayaan, binalewala, tinraydor, pinagpalit, tinalikuran, ginamit, sinayang, kinalimutan, nilimot, hindi pinahalagahan, hindi iningatan, hindi pinili, hindi pinaglaban, hindi sineryoso, pinagsawaan, pinagsinungalingan, nilihim, itinago, nilayo, pinalitan, isinantabi, tinabi, itinulak palayo, pinahirapan, dinurog, winasak, pinunit, binale-wala,option lang, pampalipas oras, panakip butas, reserba, pangalawa lang, hindi pinili, hindi priority, nasa gilid lang, laging huli, hinihintay lang, tinatabi muna, hindi mahalaga, pinapalitan agad, kapag wala na lang iba, ginagamit lang, hindi pinapansin, kulang sa halaga, laging next, hindi pinaprioritize, pang dagdag lang, hindi kasama sa plano, hindi iniisip, hindi pinaninindigan, madaling bitawan, madaling kalimutan, laging may kapalit, hindi sigurado, hindi pinipili araw-araw, backburner, second choice, backup plan, plan B, fallback, reserve, spare option, afterthought, last resort, taken for granted, set aside,pinaglaruan,ginamit lang
2026-06-04 01:12:48
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k :
I still love you Miss Taray..
2026-05-25 05:54:11
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davxdz_🍊 :
ang pait noh? lasang "how do i unlove someone i once dreamed of marrying?, how do i let go of the person i once imagined spending forever with? the one i used to pray for, plan a future with, and see in every version of my tomorrow. It’s hard, because loving you was never just about the present, it was about every dream i built around us, i pictured a life with you in the smallest and biggest ways. I imagined birthdays, quiet nights, silly arguments, growing old together. I held onto those dreams like they were real, like they were already ours, and now i’m left trying to unlove not just you, but the future i thought we would have, that’s the hardest part. Losing you is one thing, but losing the life i imagined with you feels like grieving something that never even got the chance to exist. I don’t know how to stop loving someone who once felt like home. I don’t know how to teach my heart to forget the person it chose so deeply, but maybe unloving you doesn’t happen all at once. Maybe it happens slowly, in the quiet moments when I choose to keep going even without you. Maybe one day, your name will no longer ache the way it does now. For now, all i know is, i loved you enough to imagine forever, and now i have to learn how to live with forever no longer including you.
2026-05-29 15:30:55
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Kxsie. _ :
cguro kung ito ung sound d Ako babangon,iiyak ako
2026-05-14 16:21:33
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squeezycheezeguzzler41 :
missed the chance for the alarm of 10:36
2026-05-16 18:26:14
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6ix Heaven :
Backburner, di pinursue, second option, di pinili, laging pangalawa, standby lang, backup plan, never priority, almost pero hindi, reserve lang, last pick, pang-lipas oras, fallback palagi, hindi inuna, hindi sineryoso, hindi pinansin, laging nasa gilid lang, parang choice lang kapag wala nang iba, laging panghuli sa listahan, hindi kailanman una sa isip mo, sandalan lang kapag kailangan mo ng kausap, pansamantalang kasama kapag masaya ka, kapag wala kang ibang mapagkukunan, ako yung boses mo kapag hindi malinaw ang isip mo, ako yung kahinaan mo na tinitingnan mo lang kapag hindi ka masaya sa ibang tao, parang comfort zone na hindi mo alam kung seryoso ka o hindi, laging pangalawa sa desisyon, pang-reserve lang, kung kelan convenient sa’yo, kung kailan free ang oras mo, ako yung ‘almost’ pero hindi naging ‘ikaw’, ako yung naiisip mo kapag hindi nag-work yung una mong pinili, ako yung extra na iniwan mo sa huli, ako yung hindi napag-isipan, hindi tinutukan, hindi inuna, hindi minindset, hindi pinapahalagahan, parang placeholder lang sa buhay mo, parang panandalian, hindi tunay na mahalaga, pero nandyan lang palagi, handa lang umako kapag wala nang iba, parang echo sa isip mo na hindi mo kayang itigil, parang damdaming iniwan mo sa gilid, laging standby, laging nakahanda, laging nasa likod ng priority mo, hindi pinipili, hindi pinag-iisipan, hindi pinapansin, parang laging pangalawa, pang-reserve, pang-ubos lang ng oras, never truly chosen, almost pero hindi, di kailanman una, di seryoso, di tunay, laging nasa huli, di kailanman sa unahan, pang-lipas oras, pang-replace, pang-comfort, pang-backup, pang-extra, pang-boredom, pang-second thought, pang-fill in, pang-temporary, pang-huli, pang-extras, pang-standby, pang-always waiting
2026-05-26 17:33:13
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Sato.gg :
kanino na
2026-05-16 04:32:11
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czar :
hahah lamoah
2026-05-14 18:48:42
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banana :
hi bal ko, hehe nakita ko post mo i mean pinakita nila sakin. nung nabasa ko yon hindi ko alam yung mararamdaman ko kung masasaktan ba 'ko maging proud sayo kase nag bago kana talaga or manghinayang sa sinayang natin/ko. I'm sorry if pinaramdaman ko sayo yung ganyang pakiramdam na natapos tayo dahil sa ugali meron ako na ang hirap hirap intindihin. pero tulad mo hindi narin ako babalik satin, hindi dahil hindi na kita mahal kase mas okay na gan'to na naggrogrow tayo ng hindi kailangan ng relationship. mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. nung gabi nayon pagod ako, nag inom kami, puyat, gutom, hindi pa tayo nagkita pero masaya ako kase hindi kana nag stay na ganon kong ugali. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you. ...it’s been almost 5 months? since we went our separate ways, and yet here I am, still stuck in the 'what ifs', what if hindi ak
2026-05-27 03:28:26
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snufkin's :
bukannya bangun, malah nangis
2026-05-16 11:49:15
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JAI :
Magandang araw mannix fam!! at specially kay sir mannix!!! my name nga pala is april not nica!! baka sabihin nyo ako si nica navarro ha!! no no no no!! that's my kambal!!! at sa pag audition nga pala ay!!! marunong ako sumayaw! mag rampa! umacting! mag linis ng bahay! makisama sumabay sa mga trip kaya anong hinihintay mo na sir mannix and mannix fam!! para makasali nako sa mannix management kasi pangarap ko talaga yon!! at bakit ko po gustong pumasok sa bahay ni sir mannix kasi nga po para talaga maka tungtong don para matupad yung mga pangarap ko sa buhay kasi nga po lagi akong nanood ng vlog ng mannix fam diba nga po dati di sila sikat tapos po parang naka tungtong sila sa bahay ni sir mannix sumikat na sila!!
2026-05-15 13:44:20
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sino ka? :
hii babyy, alam kong masaya ka na sa piling niya, alam ko naman na may mga pagkukulang ako sayo, may mga mali rin ako na nagawa. I'm so sorry baby kasi hindi ko na ibigay sayo ang mga gusto mo, even though you cheated on me mahal na mahal pa rin kita. wala eh, mas nangingibabaw pa rin yung pagmamahal ko sayo, sana masaya ka sakanya kasi hindi na kita maaalagaan pa. mahal ko, mag iingat ka palagi hm? tinanggap ko na hanggang dun nalang tayo at hindi na matutuloy pa kung anong meron tayo kasi may bago kana eh, hindi ko to sinulat para pabalikin ka, basta mag iingat ka hm? nandito lang ako.
2026-05-26 06:59:09
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hideout :
help me out, girl to girl. kapag ba kinausap mo yung isa sa kaibigan mong lalaki na pinagseselosan ng bf mo tapos nagpromise ka na hindi mo na kakausapin ever again is called cheating? kasi kinausap ko yung isa sa mga friend ko na lalaki (naging crush ko dati) pero ang topic namin is roblox ang super short lang ng convo namin, sa ig sya nagchat kasi alam nya na naoopen ng bf ko yung accout ko sa messenger, then my bf said it’s cheating kasi patago ko raw kinakausap, i mean i didn’t flirt with my friend 😭😭😭
2026-05-21 04:39:08
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