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When I was young, I used to dream of everyone being free to do what I wanted to do when I came to adulthood, to get out of the barriers and create a little world of my own. But when I actually came to that age, I found myself experiencing a lot of difficulties and pain, where people were actually going together to experience a lot.
At that time, our little world was only about hiding carefully in the pile of blankets, praying for the darkness and the monster ghosts under the bed to disappear quickly, and if we shuddered. We believed that if we became adults, we would find a sword to kill those ghosts. Becoming an adult is the realization that that monster ghost is in fact only a shadow of our own, born out of fear and loneliness for many years.
Right now, we have freedom in our hands. But using that freedom, we are forced to sit in our seats, smoking a cigarette together, watching life slip away. Even though we are no longer afraid, there is also a powerful need to drive him away, which is no longer possible to build a pacifier. The value of freedom we yearned for is, in fact, penetrating the darkness within ourselves, and having to live with that darkness in compromise.
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