Zombie Defense Force :
If I had to be completely honest with myself, I'm tired..I'm tired, and it's not a physical tiredness. It's a very, you know, its in the soul..it's like I'm tired. I'm tired of going through this shit, I'm tired of everything not working out and I'm just like I fucking tried. I can't not lie and say it's not a like you don't want to live kind of thing, it's more of a if God were sitting across from me right now, there would be a part of me that would just want to go up to Him and say, "Listen, I'm done. I'm done, I'm not, I can't do this anymore. I'm just physically and mentally spent and I'm done." it's a silent battle too. It's a kind of battle you hide from the world and from the people we love, and the people we want to love or want to love us because who wants a broken person. You know it's like if they knew, like if the people in your life knew how broken we were, like would they stay? and then would that raise questions of like, how do I fix this? can you fix this?...I don't know.
2026-05-14 22:24:48