h8lamess :
hi im 16 and it feels less lonely meeting someone at the awareness level you, because I also felt like this, “Why has my life come up to here?, Why do I keep going”. I started to fear that I might feel true loneliness if I climbed to the top of the mountain too fast and too young, that nobody would be able to relate to me, I accepted that could be a possibility, but even if it was, that would make me the most smartest, and aware person out of everyone, and instead of trying to connect and relate to others by stooping yourself down and faking it, bring others awareness higher, and to me personally, its the ability to see every version of myself, in absolutely everyone, trying to relate and connect with them in a sincere manner, not by forcing it, then help them become aware that their true potential is in their mind, bring them higher to your level. To me absolute peace is by sharing love, kindness and support, because I trained my mind to believe with my whole being that what i give out to the world is what I get back and deserve. I did it by killing off the old versions off me. In my reality, killing a version of yourself doesn’t mean cutting that version of yourself off and letting go. It means bieng able to miss those versions, but also bieng able to move on because what is dead can’t come back. The lonely version of myself cannot be living on this same reality as the version of myself that I am today, and who I am today is so much stronger than the version i killed off because I am able to miss her, relate to her, and move on. “Accept, Let go, and Change.”, Every time I am able to change minds, or inspire, it serves as a reminder to remember why I keep going, Love you all who made it to the end, and those who swiped past my writing.❤️
2026-06-16 19:17:09