bee boo :
I CRIED
2023 ke 2024, aku bener bener nyari kasih sayang kemana mana. i was insecure and seeking for validation from man.
2024 ke 2025, i met a man, but still I didn't feel enough for everyone. masih nyari validasi, merasa kalau dia gak kasih validasi itu, aku ngerasa jelek banget
di tengah 2025, ketemu sama cowok yang 'he is like my answered prayer' but it didn't last, hanya 4 bulan bareng sama dia, everything was good
BUT the point is, after the break up, i know i need to feel full first before seeking for a spouse. puji Tuhan, setelah putus di Desember, sekarang enggak nyari nyari validasi di manusia tapi lagi memperbaiki kepahitan dalam diri
supaya ketika waktunya tiba, semuanya sudah siap dan sesuai sama yang Tuhan mau
2026-05-18 02:37:34