Nothingness is Everything :
but who the fuck are we meant to "talk" to, like families (in MOST arab cases) are not supportive, maybe supportive isnt the right word, but if you go to your mom or dad and ball your eyes OUT and say everything, its NOT gonna get better, its either that theyll ignore what you said, or your relationship with them will be awkward and your still not gonna get "helped"
like i was once talking to my mom, i was ready to say everything, i was REALLY nervous, i wanted to tell her what i feel, and ask for help and all, but mid talking I suddenly hear her voice, i look at her and see her recording a whatsapp msg to my sister giving her instructions on how to cook smthn (random shit), like that was the most important shit to my and she isn't even listening, i knew some stupid shi was gonna happen so before i talked i said mom are you free, can we talk, and she said ofc, but then she does this?
I will NEVER open up to anyone, id rather "bottle" it all.
2026-06-17 23:41:55