@zxlishoc: #yellowfont #shewillbeloved #fyp

SECOND OPTION :

To my avoidant baby, I won’t beg this time. Not because I stopped caring, but because I’m starting to understand that love shouldn’t feel like I have to keep proving I’m worth staying for. I see you. Even in your silence. I notice how you disappear when things get overwhelming, how you choose distance over confrontation. And I’ve tried, I really did, to meet you where you are without losing myself in the process. But loving you quietly has been the loudest pain I’ve ever felt. I kept telling myself na “intindihin mo s’ya, gan’to lang talaga siya” while slowly, ako naman yung nauubos. I stayed patient, I stayed soft, even when I felt ignored, even when I felt like I was the only one holding on. And maybe you’ll never fully realize how much I chose you in moments where it would’ve been easier to walk away. I don’t hate you. I don’t blame you. But I’m finally accepting that I can’t be the only one fighting for something that’s supposed to be ours. If you ever come across this, I hope you understand that I didn’t leave because I stopped loving you. I stepped back because I had to start choosing myself too. And if one day you learn how to stay, I hope you remember someone once loved you this gently, this patiently, this real. But for now, I’m letting go of the version of you that only exists when it’s convenient. Still soft, just not losing myself anymore and I know loving the same gender is wrong pero nag mahalan din naman tayo pero I just wanna said to you I love you for being my boyfriend kahit lalake ren namin ako I love and lagi kang mag iingat baby ko -madambaby 💔

FAYYEEE :

Miyaaa. :

kanino na?

unknown user :

any time any where

𝕭𝕽𝕺𝖂𝕹𝕴𝕰 :

kamiss umihi sa higaan

Marky Zednelav :

✿✿👾 :

enchanted??? EK

z :

My heart is full and my door's always open you come anytime you want

Mia Novenario :

sakit niya HUHUHUH🥺

klo.rnz :

anytime.

ivar★† :

tingnan nyu story ko ang cutee

Shy :

tignan nyo post ko

Meggie :

uwi na mahal ko