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This is what scares me the most.
People call it the "seven-year itch," and lately, I feel like I'm living through it.
I don't know if it's all in my head, but the person who used to make me feel loved, protected, cared for, and important doesn't feel the same anymore. The way he looks at me, talks to me, and treats me has changed. Sometimes it feels like my feelings no longer matter, like my life no longer interests him, and that hurts more than I can explain.
I see you being happy and full of energy around other people, but when you're with me, it feels different. It feels like you're bored, distant, or simply no longer interested.
Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I'm overthinking. But the thought that the person I love might be slowly falling out of love with me is terrifying.
And honestly, that's what's scaring me the most right now.
2026-06-22 16:13:48