stephan the 2nd :
Even though i won’t see you till next school year and you won’t see this, I love you. More than i crushed on him. More than you think. I just wished i said it in time, when I had the choice, the option. Instead of lying about my feelings and covering them over. You’re the best thing in my life, forever and ever. Even if we don’t have classes, we still have lunch. I’ve wanted you, since the first moment we met I knew i liked you, i just dated people to try and forget my feelings. I yearned for you. When you dated someone else i was jealous. Very jealous. I can’t confess, why would I. I’m not supposed to like you, I shouldn’t. We aren’t meant for each other. We’re supposed to be friends. Nothing more, and nothing less. Just me and you. Not together, not a couple. Just friends. Forever. Unless you feel the same, which you don’t. I know you don’t. So maybe, if you do see this, you’ll know how much i like you. But you won’t know it’s for you, you won’t believe it. I’ll be part of your wedding, for the other girl you’d get married to, i’d be part of bridesmaids, someone else being Maid of Honor. Probably who i think of, I don’t care, i just wish i was who you were getting married to. Who you proposed to, who you ran into at a coffee shop, who you’ve had eyes for since high school. I’m mourning what we could’ve had silently. I can’t tell anyone about it because they’d try setting us up, I know it. So. If you see this, I love you. Not him. Not her. You. Only You.Even though i won’t see you till next school year and you won’t see this, I love you. More than i crushed on him. More than you think. I just wished i said it in time, when I had the choice, the option. Instead of lying about my feelings and covering them over. You’re the best thing in my life, forever and ever. Even if we don’t have classes, we still have lunch. I’ve wanted you, since the first moment we met I knew i liked you, i just dated people to try and forget my feelings. I yearned for you. When you dated someone else i was jealous. Very jealous. I can’t confess, why would I. I’m not supposed to like you, I shouldn’t. We aren’t meant for each other. We’re supposed to be friends. Nothing more, and nothing
2026-06-01 18:51:23