IJEOMA 🇨🇭🇨🇭🇮🇹🇮🇹🇦🇹 :
God, if my lips dont know what to ask for, please hear my heart. I've reached the point where words feel too small for what's happening inside me. I dont even know how to frame my needs anymore. I dont know what the right prayer even sounds like. I dont know what to ask you to fix, to change or to take away. All I know is that something in me, is tired. I've prayed before with clarity. I've prayed before with confidence. But right now, my thoughts are scattered. My emotions dont line up neatly with sentences. So I'm coming to you without a script. Without answers. Without pretending I understand what you're doing. God, you see what I can't explain. You see the weight I carry quietly. The worries I don't talk about. The questions I avoid asking out loud because I'm afraid what the answer might be. I dont know whether I need strength or rest. I dont know whether I need patience or courage. I dont know whether I should hold on or let go. But you know. You know the places in me that feel overwhelmed , you know the fears I tried to suppress with faith language. You know the moments I smile on the outside but feel uncertain on the inside . So if my lips dont know what to ask for, please read whats happening in my heart. God, I dont want to pray the right prayer. I want to pray the honest one. I dont want to impress you with words, I want to sit with you in truth. If I'm asking for relief, when you're teaching me endurance , help me trust you. If I'm asking for answers, when you're inviting me to walk by faith, give me peace. If I'm holding onto something you're asking me to surrender, give me the courage to loosen my grip. I dont want my will over yours. Even when you're feels confusing. Even when you're feels slow. Even when yours feels uncomfortable. God, I admit this humbly, I dont see the whole picture. I see moments, I see emotions, I see fragments . But you see the beginning, the middle and the end, all at once. So if my prayers are incomplete, if my prayers are misaligned, if my words fall short, please interpret them with mercy. Take what I'm trying to say and shape it into what I actually need. Where I'm anxious,calm me 😭😭😭😭😭
2026-05-25 21:05:45