@daniellenicole1994: I remember when I made this video. I focused so much on him because I was worried. We just found out that 4 weeks after his 10 hour surgery for tumor removal and kidney removal that his cancer came back. Today was my first birthday without him. Even though there is stuff that goes on in my day, there is always that thought in my head, always there… reminding me, he’s gone. People feel sorry. People reach out with their kindness about it. But the pain, is so bad. The pain, that you’re no longer here. So please, excuse my appearance. I am working on myself. I am working on gaining appropriate weight, as my eating problems are worse when I am anxious or stressed - but it’s come to the point my kids are questioning why I don’t eat, asking me “when I’m an adult, do i not eat?” Please don’t mind my attitude, i am just over everything. I am a giant ball of anxiety. Health anxiety eats me alive. So, I am 32 years old. Let’s hope this is the year that I can give back, help others, and share my sons story. #childloss #lifeafterloss #griefandloss #grieftok #grieftiktok

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Sunday 17 May 2026 23:44:38 GMT