chii :
to be honest I don't want us to be stranger,cus it's so hard for me that were not gonna chat,talk.as long you're happy I'm happy too,I wish you're now good,safe.i am thankful to meet you in my life since we're not mint to be,that's what God give us. I wanna tell you that I've always here if you needed anything,I am here if you're having a lot of problems,because Im always your ally(kakampi), either ifyou hate me I won't hate you because you make me feel happy since I am with you. but sometimes it hurts me I might be jealousy of others,but you keep me away to be happy. I always be happy for you and take care of your self everyday. don't forget that whatever it takes don't give up on your dreams even if hards God always with you.and please don't be insecure about your looks you're the most good looking not just that your born to be a human not to be insecure,I know life is hard,and problems in your mind is always there,calm your self so you can think of peace of mind.i know you're trying your best in study good luck and I was proud of you always proud,may the God always protect you in bad habits and beliefs that are not true. don't be so shy show your confidence, be you,be your self because you're nothing to compare to other they don't know your worth and you did great everyday. I do not know when missing you became part of my daily routine. It feels like breathing now, something automatic, something my heart does even when my mind tries to forget. There are moments when everything is quiet and ordinary, yet somehow your absence fills the entire space around me. I notice it in the smallest things. In songs that sound warmer than they should. In sunsets that feel incomplete. In laughter that ends a little too quickly because I instinctively look for you to share it with.
Longing for you is strange because nothing dramatic is happening. The world keeps moving. People continue their lives. Days pass normally. Yet inside me, time pauses whenever your memory appears. I replay conversations we once had, trying to remember the exact tone of your voice, the way you paused before speaking, the comfort that came so naturally when you were near. I wonder if you ever..
2026-06-10 14:19:40