brennantaylor69 :
I ruined it all, I miss her sometimes, but we’re both moved on, even though I ruined things, and absolutely punished myself for it, I still can’t feel the way for another woman that I felt for her, and I hate myself for everything, but I too was in a constant battle with myself on a day to day basis, and even though we started our lives out together, I wasn’t about to drag her down with me, that wouldn’t have been fair to her. I wasn’t ready, she was more than ready, never did anything wrong, and I didnt put her name in the dirt one time after we broke up, but I gave her many reasons to bury my name. I’m a much better person now, but I don’t feel as if I could truly ever love anyone again
2026-05-22 06:24:52