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I hate knowing that I was the reason the person I love got hurt. I wish I could go back and do everything differently, but I can't. That's probably the hardest part. ☹️I'm so, so sorry for ruining something that meant so much to both of us. You gave me your trust, your love, your patience, and I still ended up disappointing you. Thinking about that hurts more than I can explain.
You deserved someone who made you feel safe, appreciated, and loved every single day. Instead, I became someone who made you question everything. I'll always regret that. It's the biggest mistake I've ever made, and I know saying "I'm sorry" isn't enough to fix what I broke.
I miss us. I miss your voice, your smile, your comfort, and the way everything felt okay when we were together. Now all I have are memories and the guilt of knowing I threw away something so beautiful.
If one day you decide you can't forgive me, I'll understand. I don't blame you at all. I know I have to live with the consequences of my choices. I just hope that, somehow, you'll know that I never stopped loving you. Not even for a second.
You'll always have a special place in my heart. Thank you for every moment you gave me, even if I didn't appreciate it enough back then.
I'm truly, deeply sorry... sayangg. I hope one day, even if we're no longer together, you'll find happiness and peace. You deserve that more than anyone. Maaf yaa sayangg.. 🤍
2026-07-12 15:58:15