Minion :
I was entering the mall, then I saw a girl leaning her head towards my ex's shoulder near that famous fountain spot. As he was whispering to her, he glanced at me but didn't recognize me at first, then started to realize it was me—the girl who once cared for him, the girl who once loved him, the girl who once felt that love is such a great feeling. We looked at each other and THAT ONE song played once again as all those memories fled back to me. I really wonder if he was even thinking about me, then I realized I really haven't moved on—I still love him. He was my FIRST love, the first TRUE love I felt so deeply diving within my soul as if it was a bullet that was coming for my life. The girl he was with gave me the dirtiest look I saw in my life, then I started thinking "What if I make this girl jealous?" As I stared at her like a thief holding on my evil thoughts I felt but I ignored it, I wasn't raised that way. I felt guilt pass my whole body as I think about our sayang (ano ba english ng sayang 😭) relationship, "why did we end it?" suddenly popped in my mind as I think about what we could've been. I started walking and he still wasn't taking his eyes off of me, I felt a little awkward after years we haven't seen each other. I continued walking while holding my tears back as the guilt and regret was taking over me, until my vision blurred on the way to Watsons. The saleslady greeted me "Good Morning ma'am ano pong hanap niyo?" I ignored her because she could've seen the water in my eyes. As I was on the counter, I saw HIM again with the same girl asking for prescribed medication next to the counter I'm on. Our eyes contacted once again and a tear dropped from my eye. It felt embarrassing but luckily I was done paying for the things I bought. I ran to the restroom, looked for an unoccupied (yung mga door sa loob ng cr) just to release all those tears and retouched. As I was getting ready to go out of the door, I saw the girl and she glanced at me while I stared at her frantically and got out quickly. I went to the food court to treat myself and forget those moments that felt embarrassing, I laughed at myself and just ate while making this story
2026-05-21 06:15:38