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Kursunada, :

i keep asking myself the same question at night when everything is quiet and i can’t distract my thoughts anymore am i the one who’s lacking, or am i just trying to be held by someone who doesn’t know how to hold me? because i gave you everything i had, not the loud kind of love, but the soft, constant kind the kind that stays, that understands, that waits even when it’s hurting. and still, somehow, i end up feeling like i was never enough for the way you choose to love me. like no matter how much i give, there’s always something missing in me that you can’t stay for. and it breaks me in the quietest way, because i don’t even know who to be angry at. should i blame you for not giving me the love i kept hoping you’d learn how to give? or should i blame myself for wanting something deeper than what you were capable of offering? because i wasn’t asking for something impossible. i just wanted to feel chosen without having to prove i was worth choosing. i just wanted words that don’t disappear, care that doesn’t feel temporary, love that doesn’t feel like it’s always halfway gone. but instead, i’m left with silence, with distance, with the feeling that i’m always reaching for something just out of my grasp. i tried to be everything you needed, even when it meant slowly losing myself in the process. i stayed soft even when it hurt, patient even when i was breaking, understanding even when no one was trying to understand me back. but the more i gave, the smaller i felt, like i was shrinking into someone easier to leave, easier to forget, easier to not fight for. and now i sit here wondering if love was ever supposed to feel like this like i’m always the one asking why i don’t feel enough, why i don’t feel chosen, why i don’t feel loved the way i love. and maybe that’s the cruelest part of all because i don’t even hate you for it. i just quietly wonder if i was too much for you, or if you were never enough for the kind of love i was offering. and either way, it still ends the same with me loving deeply, and still feeling like i was never fully loved back.

^^VIÑSS^^ :

ni remix pa nga.

￴￴ :

mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you.

🪼 :

te, nag promise kami sa isa't isa na ayusin muna namin ang sarili pero tangina may bago na :(

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I'm editing this earlier but the capcut is freaking not free on laptop

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