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bbs.secret.life
bbyetagain :
it’s so weird cause I think like this even if i’m crying like it feels like I can stop at any moment so am I faking it
2026-05-22 23:15:57
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senaajisai
senakyorin :
because who am i if i am not performing?
2026-05-22 11:50:56
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hearts4_tiya
Ⳋᰍ ‘ tiya!!! ִ ׂ 𓈒ᩘ🍓 :
omg i literally have been thinking this for months now 😭 i always feel like my identity is not mine in some way
2026-05-22 20:06:10
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_.pr3ttyl1es._
𝒴𝓊𝓂𝒾🧟 :
I say that i’m happy and i know i’m not sad but i just don’t really know how happiness feels like it’s so weird i feel like i’m just numb and pretending to be happy but i also think that i’m happy idk if you get me
2026-05-22 06:43:09
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munenestraphouse
ZINGULU? :
the only thing I ever feel like I'm truly feeling or expressing is anger. I'm always just angry, and I know in some situations it's just childish and superficial of me to feel it, but I can't shake it off, genuinely wtf is up with me
2026-05-22 19:15:01
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_femmiee__
Fem <3 :
omg this is so real whenever i’m thinking about my emotions and what i can do to feel better i honestly dont know what i’m feeling and if i’m genuinely sad or just pretending it’s confusing
2026-05-21 22:36:27
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tolocokkkj
King Louis XIV :
im so numb
2026-05-21 21:35:43
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bobbygivessloppies
beanie :
i feel like whenever i cry (which is rare to begin with), i only cry because i feel that others in my place normally would, not because of the moment’s actual emotional impact on me. it’s as if my emotions aren’t an actual representation of my genuine feelings but of what i personally believe society expects me to feel in any given situation. even my rawest moments have felt performative, and i don’t feel sure in the authenticity of my self and intentions. i feel it worst when i’m comforting a friend only to be tormented over whether my care for them is real, or if it’s just a superficial reaction that is so procedural to the point of it seeming natural when it’s really not
2026-05-25 00:28:57
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osaragimamori
〃osamori♡〃⊆Lohen's Beloved♡⊇ :
i swear i only feel something when it's on a screen. I felt genuine devotion for fictional characters. Scaramouche? loved him ever since i saw him in inazuma. farmed for his artifacts for THREE YEARS. AND I STILL DO. Phainon? felt actual grief. i cried multiple times actually. But for real people? nada. I had crushes before and two crushed me back(?) but i didnt like them after they confessed. my relatives? nothing. But god video game characters has me on chokeholds.
2026-05-22 15:00:26
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c0k1ek1ng
Cookieking :
Fyp know im a looser😻
2026-05-21 22:47:08
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mine.light_
minelight :
genuinely i feel like everything is fake in my life, idk how to explain the feeling but it's like i'm playing a character
2026-05-22 21:59:59
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zzz52156
⃟ :
I just feel like I have to prove to myself that I’m sad and that I’m not okay so when dark moments come, part of me feels good because it’s like getting approval from myself that I’m not pretending. But the confirmation doesn’t last until it happens again.
2026-05-24 18:24:41
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e_h_rayven
raven :
I feel insane
2026-05-22 21:09:38
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vx4ii.l
Rno :
Especially when I’m crying at something. It feels like I’m trying to manipulate someone to get me what I want, even if I’m crying alone
2026-05-24 11:23:58
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hanaee._._
ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ :
I feel disconnected from everything
2026-05-23 22:31:38
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ri13y1737
ri13y :
i came here to distract myself from my problems not to get reminded of it😭😭
2026-05-22 15:00:05
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hesitantalien27
xX_FREAKY_couture_Xx :
Honestly, I’m struggling mentally and I know I have something wrong mentally. I can’t find anyone to tell or open up too
2026-05-21 22:44:51
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j.a.cleopatra
☽︎🖤☾︎ 𝐉.𝐀.𝐂𝐥𝐞𝐨 𓂀 :
People don't believe me when I tell them I don't actually care. I just pretend because it makes people happy. But at my root... I'm really, really detached.
2026-05-23 21:34:36
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stereo8758
L 🌑 :
im so lost chat
2026-05-23 18:02:20
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.yukkio_
$σмє̄тн1ηg?? ^_^ :
wish i wasn't like this .
2026-05-22 17:41:20
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rochelle4719
ຖ℘ :
idk why but ever since i was little whenever i cry i have this voice in my head that says i’m faking it and i’m not rlly sad and so i hyperfocus on that instead of feeling my emotions cuz they just feel fake
2026-05-22 18:20:38
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