QwynSLZR :
naka-move on naman talaga ako. I'm not attracted to you romantically anymore. It's just that from time to time, bumabalik sya sa isip ko-lalo na sa mga bagay na dati naming ginagawa or the things I once dedicated to him. I can't help but to reminisce about those moments. Parang may mga alaala lang talaga na kusang sumusulpot at mga alaala na mahirap kalimutan kasi sa mga alaala na yun naramdaman ko na i feel loved by someone who really care and loved me for who i am. And when I meet someone new naman, hindi ko alam... I don't know why, but somehow I still find myself thinking na there was something about him that felt different-like in some way, he set a standard I can't easily overlook. He made me feel the loved i deserves the most and maybe that's the point why nobody can't replace him. And yes, aaminin ko i have some crushes sa campus but when i'm finally alone iniisip ko sya at bumabalik pa rin talaga, it felt like i was cheating on him kahit di naman naging kami, crazy right? tbh,every time na may naiisip ako, bumabalik sa isip ko yung mga dati naming ginagawa. the little conversations, the random updates, and the moments that once made me happy. sometimes, namimiss ko yung memories namin. pero i realized that missing the memories doesn't mean i want us back. naging importante sya sa buhay ko noon, and i won't deny that. he became part of my routine and my comfort at some point. i'm not angry at him, and not because there's someone else. it's simply because the spark i had for him is gone. i can't force myself to feel the same way i used to. maybe what i miss is the version of us that existed before everything changed. people grow, feelings change, and sometimes the people we once loved become memories instead of forever.
2026-06-30 10:56:11