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for now i dont have anyone to tell this to so ill write it here : (more in replies)
My boyfriend always picked his friends and football over me, sais hes too busy to do the bare minimum, and for me bare minimun isnt getting me flowers or paying everything on dates, i hate the fact guys are expected to spend money on us to tell their partner their loved.. its to show you genuinely care, checking in on you, texting you first atleast once in a while, continuing conversations and actually asking me questions to get to know me a bit more. my boyfriend never texts me first anymore, he barely did in this whole relationship. i now feel like i need to always and always try to get him to engage more because im talking to a wall at this point, straight up. when i start a conversation with him im always asking questions and when i dont know what to follow up or i want him to engage aswell he doesnt.. he never asks me anything, never follows up, never texts, never a good morning or good night, never a compliment even. i want to know why and im always asking myself if im asking for too much or if he genuinely doesnt care about me at all. i dont know what ti do or what to say anymore, i havent texted him since the 23rd. im not going to break up with him, i have a specific reason why i tell myself i cant, that ive never told anyone before and dont want to. is he just scared and shy or does he not even like me? well, he knows some stuff about me, unless he forgot.. but i know for sure he knows my birthday, its pretty soon and if he doesnt even send me a message or even a happy birthday that will genuinely be my breaking point, because you cannot be THIS careless for someone you say you love. do you or is thats all just a show?? why am i always planning hangouts that you cancel on?? why do i have to be the one always texting first and asking you about yourself?? why cant you do the same? why doesnt he just care for one?? why do i have to do everything?? i lost feeling for you long ago and i hope you treat that bitch who have a huge crush on you even a bit better because i wouldnt wish someone so careless for anybody, if you potentially date because if you say yes to her thats
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