[49%🦖] [51% Benz] :
watching made me realize I was supposed to be really loud and talkative it's that lately no, I've been faking it for a long time, it's that I'm always being dismissed just because of talking, now I'm only just loud, a burst of loudness when the time is right, when the environment is lit, just to make people laugh, and I'm satisfied, i forgot how to talk, talk in ways that I speak what I had in mind, now I just try to keep what I've wanted to say and wait for the right time when to say it in the end I forget for trying to suppress the things I've wanted to say, to ask, I really want to talk, but then again not everything I say interest someone not even one bit because we don't have the chemistry these two have. I've binged watch this for 2 days, I've never been so emotional for consecutive days not have I cried everyday, never not till this
2026-05-25 11:47:45