colai :
To my dearest ja, if u see this, i want to let you know that i never regretted loving you. I loved you, and i fully accepted all ur flaws. I loved you to the point that i couldn’t recognize myself anymore, invalidated my own feelings, and understood you in every level. Till this day, im still hurt, really hurt from the truth u told me. It just hurts how i believed all the lies you told me. I believed you, ja, but u left me disappointed:( I defended your name sa akong pamilya, gi try jud nko silag pugos nga u weren’t the person they thought u were. I never wanted to hold any resentment towards you, but this time i can’t recognize u anymore, it came to the point that i forgot that u loved me before. As selfish it sounds, but i hope u go through the same thing u put me through. I will never regret loving you, because the love i gave u was pure genuine, and it sums up what kind of person i was towards u. The love i gave you is urs to keep, ja:)
2026-05-26 10:48:18