i know i souldnt trust my feelings and stick to the identity i wanna be, but when it comes to my sp i just re-decide every time. He’s very different from me, he has different ideas, belifs, mindset and i don’t align with that part of him. We’re in no contact, we used to fight bc ad the time i had a very shitty identity and i didnt know how to handle all our disagreements and fights, now he’s saying that doesnt wanna talk with me or to have anything with me. I know its all me, i know i have the power but i js feel wrong, i dont know what to do or what identity should i be. How can i be sure of what i want? I want him, but i wish he had all the “good” qualities before.
2026-05-25 05:48:06
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tygahthecat :
basically you are your own judge and the law enforcer, makes sense cause if you look at so many people that are considered evil by society's standards are living their best life, all that matters is your own judgement of reality including thoughts and feelings
2026-05-30 10:22:20
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mia :
this is incredibly freeing
2026-05-25 13:34:37
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blud :
what dose sp mean
2026-05-31 10:44:25
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Fabiolajones :
Ellie that front piece blond wave is looking beautiful 💕not that you ever miss.
2026-05-25 23:12:43
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😝 :
Ellie I've been so curious of how/where did you begin your spiritual journey and how you finally got to the conclusion of being source?
2026-05-25 15:52:58
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Sabrina Puma :
👍👍👍
2026-05-25 05:07:16
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