Ako si J. :
I never really planned to like you, honestly. It just happened little by little. Every time I see your vids, parang meron talaga akong something na di ma explain. Maybe it’s the way you smile, or how calm you look even when you’re just being you. I didn’t notice it at first, pero one day, I realized na you make my every day better.
We’re not close, I mean you don't even know me and we don’t even talk. But still, there’s something in you. That simple eye contact sakin kahit sa cam lang, parang nag ii-stop ang time ko. Every time na makita ko videos mo specially pag napa early ako tas nakita ko yang cute eyes, lovely dimples at yang simple face mo, kinikilig talaga ako eh, tas diko pa ma-explain bakit. Simple lang, pero deep inside, happy na happy talaga akong nakikita kita. I try to ignore it. I tell myself na maybe it’s nothing, maybe I just think you're naturally pretty. Pero the more I try to forget, the more I remember and think about you. You’re just there chilling, laughing & living your life but somehow, you already became part of my life without even knowing it.
Every morning, I find myself hoping na magpo-post ka again. Even if just for a few seconds, okay nako jan. Kahit old vids mo nga lang, parang nababaliw ako eh, pero nako-kompleto peace of mind ko. Funny no? Kasi di tau close, pero grabe ang effect mo sakin.
Sometimes I wonder if you notice me too. Maybe you’ve seen me trying to catch your attention or not. Thus, part of me hopes na somehow, you've felt that papansin vibes too. Yung feeling na parang familiar mo na ang isang tao dahil papansin sila, kahit na if hindi personally.
I’m not the type na madali mag-confess. In fact, I’m usually quiet about my feelings. Pero this time, gusto ko lang ma-express. Kahit useless to para sa iba, pero para sakin, importante na masabi ko ang totoong nararamdaman ko. I’ve been keeping this for a while, and it feels nice to finally say it.
You know what’s funny? Even if we’ve never talked, I already admired you not just because of how you look, but because of your vibe, you seem kind, calm, funny & simple. I just feel like you're perfect and everything feels lighter when I see u around. Btw, streak? hshshshshshs😭
2026-05-28 00:50:10