Yall wanna know something I don’t think people realize how exhausting it is to wake up every day feeling like nobody truly needs you. I try to act normal because I know people get uncomfortable when someone stays sad for too long, but inside I constantly wonder what’s wrong with me that makes everyone eventually leave. Every day feels the same — pretending I’m okay at school, laughing when I’m supposed to laugh, then going home and sitting alone with thoughts I can’t tell anyone because I don’t want to sound pathetic.
The worst part is that I did have one person who made life feel different for a while. They made me feel seen instead of invisible, wanted instead of replaceable. When they talked to me, life felt lighter. I actually believed maybe there was something lovable about me. But now they’re gone, and it feels like they took that feeling with them. People say I’m young and I’ll meet other people, but they don’t understand that when you’ve been lonely for so long, one person caring about you becomes everything.
Now I just feel empty all the time. No one waiting for my messages, no one checking if I’m okay, no one who would really notice how much I’m struggling. After a while, loneliness changes the way you see yourself. You stop wondering why you’re alone and start believing maybe you’re just hard to love. And honestly, I think that’s the part that hurts the most
2026-06-06 20:59:11
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worldo666 :
fighting against yourself for so long cause you thought you were wrong. only too mature and realise that part of you was right even tho you didn't want it too be
2026-06-07 18:01:45
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G4ZT/GHST :
my old self is the one who crashes out so much but welcome home it's been a while can't wait to show em that they do not mess with me
2026-06-03 03:12:37
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David T :
After 25 years of hell,its timeeee to be me again
2026-05-29 17:22:08
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Courtney Sikes :
the fact I welcome it with open arms should say something
2026-05-28 02:58:26
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Z71Silverado :
Welcome home my old self
2026-06-06 23:51:56
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goon2oso :
dem da demons i tamed🫣
2026-06-04 18:52:01
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Pay and Zay :
Real tho
2026-06-07 17:12:59
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Tony :
💯 my old self is back
2026-06-03 07:06:25
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godzilla :
I don't want him back but I'm hurting so bad rn 😭😭😭😭
2026-05-29 15:00:31
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Brian❌Smith :
Showtime 👹💪
2026-05-28 23:50:53
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Terrie Dean :
What's up son (Bones/ Thomas Allen). Love you!!!!!
2026-05-30 14:22:28
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lele☺️💛🤨 :
Yeah pretty much. My kids are bringing it out.
2026-06-01 13:39:42
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Quietkid_witdaski🕊️ :
Welcome home
2026-06-02 19:39:55
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user4314105153616 :
Nah that me ain’t coming back, had to get rid of him
2026-06-05 23:27:59
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BIG 44🖤☯️🤗 :
Am home 🖤🖤 brother open the door 😔😔😔😔🖤
2026-06-07 16:53:31
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Frank :
defines me,,point to point and it's gonna be messy😅
2026-06-07 15:39:56
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bigdoghere4 :
Coming home brother …
2026-05-29 02:25:35
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Unknown.... :
Not one to comment but yk fuck yea he coming back nd i think im starting to accept it
2026-05-29 21:52:14
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stetson cole👑 :
🫡 lost again and bad part is now it seems right
2026-05-28 21:57:26
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ebsensylvestre261 :
Yea believe me I been there
2026-06-01 22:37:08
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ericward332 :
I CONCUR...
2026-05-29 17:57:26
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CATS :
that's the now me
2026-05-29 18:47:42
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