it’s the fact that she doesn’t not necessarily want to not experience it. She doesn’t think she could love someone. She is so complex. Everyone sees her as a “nonchalant” and “emotionless” character, but in reality she just doesn’t know how to express herself. In the light novels, she shows and expresses her emotions through her thoughts. She accepts jinshi’s love and affection, she also admits she loves him. She doesnt think she knows how to love, in reality she does but in her own way. She is so much more than love though. Yes she doesn’t need to depend on someone, but she does still need love and people to care about and people that care about her.
2026-05-28 01:18:15
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Ada :
“wheres maomao enjoyer” i gently check the account
2026-05-28 03:32:57
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Aligatter :
This show so mid💔💔
2026-05-28 03:47:33
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Maiyar Noreen :
OMGGG am I here BEFORE THE “maomao enjoyer”
2026-06-01 01:48:13
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EVANGELION :
I'm just now learning that you do more than just comment on every apothecary diaries timtok😭
2026-05-28 21:29:34
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hiddenlin :
IM SO EARLY HIII MAOMAO ENJOYER
2026-05-28 00:33:15
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𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔷𝔞𝔟𝔢𝔱𝔥 :
She just hasn't realized yet that she loves many people in her life, she just doesn't show it like everyone else. Luomen, her sisters at the Verdigris, her grandmother, her adopted little brother, Jinshi, her sisters from her time in the palace, and even her biological parents who she brought back together when she did not have to, and so many more. The way she thinks about them, will do anything to keep them safe and/or to save them from even emotional pain or being in trouble, will go to any lengths to help someone who is sick or who may suffer medically, the way she shows her care is never-ending, the way she seeks to better understand them as she learns more about them & their lives. It's just difficult for her to see that all of that IS love. Our sweet little tsundere.
2026-05-28 15:57:56
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Jinshi Enjoyer :
This show so mid💔
2026-05-29 00:17:18
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ourlordomastar :
I am an enjoyer of maomao enjoyer
2026-05-28 00:39:17
60
✩𐬾𝗃𝗂𝗃𝗂𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝗂𝗆𝖾𐬾✩ :
THE GOAT POSTEDD
2026-05-28 00:32:02
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Maomao’s toe licker :
This show so ahh💔💔
2026-05-29 06:40:38
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𝓗𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓷𝓪 :
This show is so mid💔
2026-05-28 00:31:15
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·'╻'· :
who even likes this show🥀
2026-05-28 02:35:20
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maomao mentioned :
Maomao mentioned
2026-06-06 18:51:32
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Maomao Enjoyer's Enjoyer :
this show so mid🙏🥀💔
2026-06-07 12:59:03
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mar :
2026-05-28 00:34:19
6
nemuri :
“Were you ever lost, was she ever found?” Oh Maomao
2026-05-28 02:25:20
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maomao enjoyer enjoyer :
Maomao enjoyer so peak😍😍(I love you😘)
2026-06-02 23:49:37
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Max :
I'm convinced maomao enjoyer just searches up the apothecary diaries and scrolls for hours.
2026-05-28 18:20:01
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evie :
See the thing is you say your a enjoyer but your edits aren’t showing that they’re showing the opposite
2026-05-28 00:50:20
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※★かねく★〠 :
Is maomao enjoyer here?
2026-06-20 16:13:22
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