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I messaged this to her “Hey Jolene,
I know it’s late, but I want to talk to you about something. I feel empty or sad, basically both that we broke up, but we had good times together, you know? I miss when we used to hold hands and just talk. I know I made a lot of mistakes in our relationship, and I’m sorry for that. I was so interested in getting to know you, and I asked you so many questions. Because of you, I figured something out: I learned how to say “I love you” to someone who isn’t family. I feel lonely right now because you’re the one who gave me patience with people. You made me a better person. You taught me how to forgive. You made me feel things I hadn’t been able to feel because of my mental health issues. It feels weird to say this, but I still have feelings for you even though we broke up. I guess that’s the worst part of having a heart. That pinch you gave me after I said something stupid – that’s when I knew you were the one. I just wanted to say that I’m not doing well after the breakup, but I’m okay with being friends. I know it’ll take time to accept that we’re just friends now. Thank you, Jolene. For everything you did for me – like giving me your bracelets and that jacket. I feel bad about some of the things I did to you, and I regret a lot. This is my heaviest regret, because I loved you so much.”
2026-08-07 05:33:16