@eli.baillie: Healing looks different for everyone. That night I remember being so nervous and one message away from cancelling, because even a simple “hey, how are you?” felt like such a sensitive question. I knew I’d break down and wouldn’t know how to stop it. I sat in my car working myself up, thinking of every worst case scenario that could happen in that one-hour session… and then thinking about leaving and not being able to call him after. Sometimes I have to physically force myself to do things and tell my brain to shut up when all I want to do is hide away and cry… but I’m slowly learning that healing starts with doing things scared. But once I built up the courage to go in, I honestly felt so much better afterwards and for the first time in a while thought to myself, “hey, maybe I’ve got this.” #heartbreak #fyp #foryou #healing #boxing
it’s easier said than done, but you’ve done life without him before, you can do it again girl! head up🫶🏼
2026-05-29 12:36:59
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jtt453 :
Being single is beautiful! This is your time now to shine!
2026-06-02 19:49:58
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what_kinda_beer :
This time last year, I was so in love and I’m a massage therapist and you really build a rapport with clients and this June looks so different from last June and when my clients asked me about him I just tell them that I’m heartbroken and being vulnerable and honest, allows them to open up to me and relate. Sometimes it helps sometimes it hurts sometimes I lie and say we’re still together
2026-06-04 11:44:18
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Penelope Jane👯♀️ 🖤⚡️🇨🇾 :
I love this about you! You wear your heart on your sleeve! You’re so genuine and in touch with your feelings and emotions. You are on your healing journey. You may not realise this now. You’re a strong beautiful woman and very kind and caring. Boxing will make you more stronger and happier. You can do this sweetheart ♥️♥️
2026-05-29 23:31:45
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sophie_hughes_x :
Hey girl, these videos have really resonated with me. I’ve been through this before and I promise you it gets better. If you ever want to message, my inbox is always open xx
2026-05-29 14:38:33
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¥BROSKII¥ :
i feel you on that but i does get better 😁
2026-06-05 00:26:31
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Brooke's Wedding & Events :
girl im litterally going through the exact same thing 🥲 everyday is a new thing i need to do alone. I dred seeing people for the first time as I know they are going to ask how i am. but this video has made me feel less alone. thank you ❤️
2026-06-01 13:22:10
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Brooke Robinson :
There is a lot of us feeling the same way as you girl ! I feel you 🥺
2026-05-31 10:12:04
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Shannon :
💅🏻💅🏻 just here waiting to hear how effing great it was to exhale those emotions 🫶
2026-05-29 22:42:02
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stephanieambrosini6 :
I feel you girl 💔🥲
2026-05-30 08:38:05
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LAURA :
I hope your doing ok girl remember if u need to vent etc just inbox me always here xxx
2026-05-29 14:22:45
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linglingggggrrahhhx :
Silently reposting because I’m going through this but with a narc and was completely disregarded… it hurts more because I’m so close with his family… currently eating pasta I bought this afternoon because I’m just so sad.. I can’t explain. I was meant to go the gym today but I couldn’t get out of bed. It’s been almost 2 weeks no contact and it’s breaking me more than I’ve ever felt broken before. I am doing everything but dying….
2026-05-29 13:16:33
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