@hexumlitee: Just my experience and explaining my thoughts out loud and my experience. This is the internal thoughts that go on in my mind when I am trying to stay in a healthy eating plan as directed by my doctor. Sometimes I fail and that may increase the likelihood of me failing again dude to the shame I may feel in that moment. However I think it’s important to have a healthy relationship with food and be healthy. This is what I’m doing as I have a condition that requires me to be meticulous unlike the norm. However my doctor guides me and sometimes it can be tough for me. Just my experience not a doctor not medical advice.