CeoOfRizzAndDollas :
i just wish i was free, to do things, my mom keeps saying the world is dangerous and i dont know how to take care of myself, but i was never even given the chance to prove myself, i did bad things but we all do bad things, thats what makes us human, they say i dont do anything anymore but im so burnt out i dont wanna do anything, yet i still do my best for my mother but it just doesn't seem enough for her, i keep getting called lazy, disrespectful, and ungrateful, i only ever get noticed when im cleaning or doing good things, i wish they noticed me when i was just here, i have no real life friends, the one friend i struggle to get to see him, i only recently saw him a month ago after about 5 years, im so burnt out everyday and i still try my best, im so happy and focused on my online life that i dont do anything in my real life one, i dont have anything in my real life one, i dont get to go outside, i dont get to go for walks, i dont get to cook without "supervision" i wanna do better, i really want to, but its just so hard when i haven't made any progress my whole life because my mom refuses to listen, im not a bad kid, im not disrespectful, i just want a life, i want to live, i dont want to rot anymore, im 16, going strong, for anyone out there struggling more if not just as much as i am, you can do it, it feels dark, it feels like your getting no where, but just keep your hopes up, you'll get somewhere eventually, it'll take time, i promise.
2026-07-25 12:56:23