user9006778412233 :
my 8 year bestfriend and I end up last month. i texted her, to cheer her up and to ask if she's doing fine and told me we are not compatible which I already knew back then and didn't look bad at it. I listen to her rants, I do understand her stuggles, I support her, I didn't even get jealous of her success, I want her to be safe from bad people who manipulates her and used her,I respect her, I warned her and she is a giver and I can't give her things for now since I have none yet. until she demand, she told me everything accumulates like simple lapses and i didn't meet her needs and she felt like she wasn't enough but for me she is enough, I prayed for her in my tahajjud I completed the last 10days of ramadhan and prayed for her to be treated by someone she encounters since she is easily get manipulated, and also for her success. i told her I will make it up but then I realize there's nothing wrong with me being busy sometimes because I am a student leader and still studying, sometimes I don't have time because I focus on myself and she misunderstood me and said that i can find some friends that will treat me right(I have traumas with friends) I am a people pleaser, I don't judge easily, I give benefit of the doubts. I tried to fix everything and she doesn't want it anymore and I let her go. something i realize is I also know my worth and I know I didn't do her wrong.
2026-06-01 12:08:02