@hope.and.joy.unhi: “Research shelters and free legal help.” Sure. Except “free legal” still wanted money, cards, paperwork, and resources I didn’t have access to. And shelters? How the fuck was I supposed to safely get there with monitored phones and tracked movement? People don’t understand the terror of an unknown number popping up on your phone when someone else monitors everything. Because if he called that number back? Now what? That fear is real as hell. And shame keeps a lot of us suffering silently long after we should’ve asked for help#fyp #narcissist #healing #sahm #viral @vada hope