Going to recall that I'm gonna quit editing. I can't js be putting in my stories it ain't even enough for everyone to see hel🥀 I'm not sure where to start or what to word this.. Sorry to the people I was acting unusual or dry lately. I've been sorting everything out frm the issues and stuff, let's say it's part of me taking a lot time to post an edit. similarly, I wouldn't suggest editing if I was feeling bad ykw my captions. Not saying I think so negatively all the time I mean it is that difficult to be not too hard on myself as well I would never understand to people gain self esteem.. Generally some recent issues I been handling are drowning me that im starting to feel my future isn't so much but the fact I was really disappointed when time moves, the more I realize its js less expectations. I feel I can't change this shit. People in generally, they do see myself within the mistakes I do put to theirs, I don't trust my own feelings whether I'm indecisive or tired, anything I might've, I don't feel like opening up is gonna get through it. just trying to cooperate, cope and understand the way my surroundings is. Btw my fever got me is such a double. It's kinda one conditional I started to feel inhuman in self-love and with my mentality is unchanging from my other experiences so what's even the point if I get to do better with it. But if its just moving through and accepting the unwillness peacefully, I'm honestly don't feel like existing for the purpose of life anymore Speaking of the algorithm, goodness sakes I hate tt WOW. I am used to having an average amount of audience but I'm losing hopes and motivation to edit with it js shit, I'm planning to post in my other acc but na I'll do it after I won't quit anymore. It absolutely feels so dull in my page but there's the times when I'm rlly happy from others compliments led me to keep editing again, honestly I don't care about much the views or likes which is why like that means a lot due how this account grows so slow maybe I'm at least proud of what they really see of my edits it's pretty fun. Genuinely it means more than enough of worth to people Even if I quit, I still feel like editing and I try to be active, I still have ideas, I still love to edit for people I met because of it. There's nws that it won't last forever but I don't know when I'd be ready to edit again. Probably be editing once I really feel like to,, when its for a birthday or collab I guess it is. Man it's lonely ||#wanderer #scaramouche #wanderergenshinimpact #GenshinImpact #genshin #genshinimpactedit #hoyocreators #hoyoverse #fyp #viral #fypage ||@Cookieh♡|| Xiaonusi's No.1 fan @ᯓᡣ𐭩 Aҽʅȥȥ • Fυɾιɳα ҽԃιƚσɾ༺ @(𝐸𝓋𝑒) Scara ♡ྀི’s💍 @Deni ♡’s Xiao💍 @𓂃 ࣪˖Scaranara⋆˚☘︎˖° @Kailey (*´∇｀*) @✴️❇️✧✦ ᴢᴀʏɴ ✦✧❇️✴️ @♪ @Lena ˙𐃷˙ @𝐉𝐀𝐒𝐁𝐄𝐃𝐎® @🧠 𝄞 fabi ❤︎@✮`,𝗡𝗶𝗸𝗶 🎸 ̟!! @kusanali @. ׂׅׅ◟ nico @misu @꒰ঌ🤍໒꒱ ˚₊ ℰ𝒸𝓏𝓁𝒾𝓅𝓈ℯ ₊˚ෆ - @huskapr1