@lolo.burt: I’ve done endless amounts of shadow work and inner child healing, getting to the root cause of behaviors and triggers. BUT I still can’t look at my childhood photos without instantly crying. My child self deserved so much better, she was innocent and only required a little extra patience. She deserved to feel safe at home but was scapegoated for no reason at all. I received the brunt of my family’s anger, punished for things I was never taught… I can’t help but be reminded she deserved softness all along. Just trying to make up for the years I was emotionally neglected, being the positive role model I needed all along❤️🩹 #childhoodtrauma #trauma #grief #healing #vent