@unknown_idktbhh: Kung ’Di Rin Lang Ikaw - December Avenue #lyrics #music #yearning #songrecommendations #foryou

ÆK1ΛΉ :

A note for eden. hai baby I miss you so much na I can't accept nor believe we broke up I don't even know what to say what I need is just a hug, a hug from you and telling me I'll be okay I miss you so much I know you've moved on napo and I get you it's been almost a month ever since we broke up and I hope you never regret it, but if you do you're always welcome to come back with open arms, I miss you more than words can say. Yes you're still pinned in every social media yes I miss you more than you think and I hope when you ever fully moved on you won't talk shit about me to your new someone and if you do find that someone please block me because I don't want to get hurt all over again. You keep saying "move on kana kakayanin mo yan" but would I move on if I wasn't finish loving you?! how will I move on if you made me so happy these last 5 months? yes it was just 5 months but in those 5 months I was the happiest girl because I had YOU yes you were the only person who made me happy, the person who comforted me through everything I was going through, through every fight we had I'm sorry about everything I said, ik you don't miss me back and it hurts, it hurts more than I expected. Yes dati I was just imagining "how would it feel if we ever broke up?" now I know na and I never expected it to hurt this much, I miss and love you more than I should even though I don't have the right to anymore. I love you so much baby☹️

jemsiii. :

To my avoidant baby, I won’t beg this time. Not because I stopped caring, but because I’m starting to understand that love shouldn’t feel like I have to keep proving I’m worth staying for. I see you. Even in your silence. I notice how you disappear when things get overwhelming, how you choose distance over confrontation. And I’ve tried, I really did, to meet you where you are without losing myself in the process. But loving you quietly has been the loudest pain I’ve ever felt. I kept telling myself na “intindihin mo s’ya, gan’to lang talaga siya” while slowly, ako naman yung nauubos. I stayed patient, I stayed soft, even when I felt ignored, even when I felt like I was the only one holding on. And maybe you’ll never fully realize how much I chose you in moments where it would’ve been easier to walk away. I don’t hate you. I don’t blame you. But I’m finally accepting that I can’t be the only one fighting for something that’s supposed to be ours. If you ever come across this, I hope you understand that I didn’t leave because I stopped loving you. I stepped back because I had to start choosing myself too. And if one day you learn how to stay, I hope you remember someone once loved you this gently, this patiently, this real. But for now, I’m letting go of the version of you that only exists when it’s convenient. Still soft, just not losing myself anymore.To be honest, I’ve already moved on in a way. I’m not attached to you romantically like before, but somehow, you still cross my mind sometimes especially when I see or do things that remind me of us. I can’t help but look back on the memories we shared. Some moments just stay with you, and ours did because those were the times I genuinely felt loved and understood. You made me feel cared for in a way I wasn’t used to. There was something different about you, something that quietly set a standard for me. You showed me the kind of love I know I deserve, and maybe that’s why it’s been hard for me to completely move forward. Yeah, I meet new people, I get little crushes sometimes, but when everything gets quiet and I’m finally alone with my thoughts, somehow it’s still you. And honestly, it feels strange.

😽 :

A note for kevin Hi baby, im sorry. Ive been really ignoring you and i feel like im annoying you. Im sorry for my past even though you say its fine its not. Im super sorry, baby im confused, what are we? I know we call names again. But baby i feel your difference. You don't send me videos anymore and if you say you miss me its like "i miss you too", you used to text i miss you first to me but everytime i say i miss you youd say you miss me too not in the energetic energy you had before, and you barely say i love you and barely text me alot, baby i know im sorry you changed, you changed.. i miss your old humor.. where you jsed to send a thousand message and say "I LOVE YOUU" every day... Im sorry. I know i hurted your feelings when i believed in scarlet.. and if your reading this right now i was crying when i wrote this. I just wanted to say that. You changed. I miss you, i miss your humor, i missed how you used to be energetic and loving, and Understanding, baby. Im confused. Are we back together? Because if we're not.. please baby lets try again. I will be better. I will treat you like how you used to treat me. I will trust no one but  you. I will block all the men i follow in roblox and tiktok. Anything just for us to try again,  i will be less angry and i will always be online at night for you, i will always say i miss you in a energetic way, i will always say i love you in a energetic way. Just baby.. please if we ever get together again. Please love me like you do, im deeply still deeply sorry for my past. I still remembered when we we're friends, and i liked you, you called me names, we became together, and i was so dumb, baby please dont ever think i loved you because of your looks i cared about the way you loved and cared abd understanded me and comforted me when things are rough. When i liked you i didn't even see your face first. So please trust me. I didn't like you for your looks. Your looks just made me fell harder. Sometimes i feel i dont deserve you. Your perfect your handsome. Your understanding your a green flag, while im here. I didn't trusted you, im ugly, im so dumb about love. Im sorry. Baby i hope we get better again.

𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒶𝒽 🫶 :

Kekang :

Ang hirap pala magkagusto sa kaybigan noh? lalo na kapag kaybigan lang talaga yung turing nya sayo, like what do you mean sobrang tagal ko na syang gusto and he still didn't notice it?, ang manhid nya sobra. ayoko umamin kase baka masira friendship namin at mawala closeness namin. lagi kong iniisip kung pano ako aamin sakanya, kung pano ko sasabihin gusto ko sya, sobrang hirap at sobrang sakit talaga makagusto sa kaybigan, lagi ko ding iniisip na aasa paba ako o uusad na? ang hirap kaya mag move-on sa taong sobrang tagal mong minahal, halatang halata naman na kaybigan lang talaga ako para sakanya eh, pero bakit ang sakit pa rin. like ayoko na umibig ulit, lagi nalang akong sawi sa lintek na pag-ibig na 'yan. kelan ba ako makakaramdam na minamahal ka ng sobra? yung sobrang loyal sayo, ayaw kang mawala, tangina ayoko na. pagod nakong umibig, lagi kong dinidistract yung sarili ko para hindi na ulit ako mainlove eh pero bakit ganun? hindi ko mapigilan yung totoong nararamdaman ko??, sobrang sakit na talaga eh, ayoko namang mawala closeness natin kasi gusto kita. no way ayoko talagang umamin. it's better to be friends than lovers nalang. —pero guys wala na eh, naka amin nako sakanya. ayun, na friendzone ako. first ko mareject or ma friendzone guys. bestfriend lng daw talaga turing nya saken. pero di na naman ako mag expect eh kase alam ko namang wala akong chance pero atleast alam nya na gusto ko sya. btw, ex m.u ko sya guys. lugi ako guys pinost nya kaklase nya, first time nyang magpost ng kaybigan eh dati nga sobrang close nila nung bsf ko hindi naman nya pinopost. tapos sabi nya saming mga kaybigan nya na kaybigan nya lng daw yun. tas lahat ng mga kaybigan nya sinasabi na bagay sila. nasaktan ako oo, kahit wala naman akong karapatan. syempre mahal ko 'yon e.

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