@keira_here_: I feel like I have died losing you my sweet precious boy I would of given you all of my life just for you to have another day you didn’t deserve any of this you were the best pretty boy there ever was you were always there when I needed you and now I need you more then ever your not It’s worth it tho I love you so much I would go through this all again and do better ur teddy has ur scent and I keep relying on and pretending it’s you it’s nowhere near the same tho I miss your little meows and I have nothing to here them again I’m so sorry I couldn’t save you like you saved me you have no idea how much I loved you and how happy you made me a part of me died with you and I hope you have that part and that I’m still there for you you’ve never been on your own before and I’m hoping Smokey Joe has shown himself to you he might act all tough but he’s a sweetheart really I hope he’s taking care of you and I hope you know I will forever love you more then you could imagine I will miss you for my entire life I keep looking for you and I swear I’ve seen you like three times I know I haven’t but I swear you were there and I’m all fairness I would rather go crazy and keep seeing you in my head then never see you again I love you my pretty boy more then anything and anyone
