stachya :
I used to draw someone i liked for 6 years. He was literally my first and childhood crush, we grew up in the same neighborhood, we practically grew up together. Until we reached highschool, he kept his distance away from me when we reached 2nd grade. even though kita sekelas, he kept his distance away from me. Can’t lie, i was that “weird” kid in class. But I assume it was from his friends yang mulai bikin dia mikir aku one of the freaks (i mean i am kinda) although back in the years he was so nice. He made fun of me, and looks down on me. But despite that, I still kept him in my sketchbooks, for years, he was the one who decorate my sketchbooks. I always think that one day, he’ll apologize to me for those times he’d make fun of me and realizes it was wrong. I always see my future with him. Until finally in 3rd grade, right after our graduation and my exact birthday, i confessed my feelings i’ve had for him all these years. I poured everything i have for him. And he said he already knew that i had a thing for him, but he just never thought i’ve liked him for THAT long. He thanked me, and we never talked again. If i wasn’t wrong, he has a girlfriend now. I’ve thrown every sketchbooks i had him in it, lol 6 years went to waste
2026-06-04 08:13:11