frinseleyyyy :
Bakit parang ako yung lugi? ikaw yung unang dumating sa buhay ko eh, ikaw yung unang nag pakita at nag paramdam na may something tayo, na may meaning to lahat. you made me feel like I mattered, like I was someone you genuinely wanted, someone worth choosing. But now I realize… maybe you just loved the idea of loving me. Maybe you liked how I cared, how I stayed, how I understood you. But when it came to actually choosing me, to standing by what we had, you couldn’t do it. You couldn’t be certain, and you couldn’t be consistent. Hindi ako tanga para hindi mapansin yan. I see everything, I feel everything. napapansin ko yung maliliit na pagbabago yung paglayo mo, yung pagiging inconsistent mo, yung mga pagkakataon na parang wala ka na. Hindi ako tanga para hindi mapansin na china-chat mo lang ako kapag gusto mo kapag okay ka, kapag masaya ka, kapag convenient para sayo. But have you ever thought na kaya kitang intindihin kahit anong pinagdadaanan mo? even in your lowest, kaya kong iparamdam sayo na hindi ka nag-iisa. Ramdam ko kung kailan ka hindi na sigurado. And even without you saying anything, naiintindihan ko kung ano na yung nangyayari sa atin. I’m not stupid I just chose to stay, even when I already knew the truth. And the truth is, kahit nakikita ko na lahat, I still stayed. I stayed even when things started to feel one-sided Because despite everything, I still appreciate you for who you are. And a part of me probably always will.
2026-06-04 23:46:29