"Vil Lain.." :
It's been three years since you left me.
It may be a long way in time, but it seems to me that the events of that day are still as fresh as before. A lot has changed in these three years, not just the emptiness of losing you.
You said in a very quiet throat before you left you have to forget the past, change yourself, learn to live anew.
I didn't understand the depth of your words that day. I thought you were going to teach me to be tough. But much later I realized that I was the name of the past that you asked me to forget.
I still think, how could you leave me alone behind so much care, so much delusion, so much love? I never wanted your harm, never obstructed your path. So what crime did you break me like this as punishment?
Many nights have passed to find the answer to this question. Time has moved on, the seasons have changed, the people around me have changed. I just didn't get that answer.
After you leave, you realize that when a man leaves under the pretense of love, he doesn’t just end a relationship; he takes away someone’s inner smiles, dreams, and simple reasons to live.
I am still alive today, going by the rules of life. But the smiling man inside me who once loved the world so easily, you lost him that day, sweetheart. And I haven't found that lost man yet.
Three years later, I have only one question.
What crime did I actually love you so much? 🙂💔
2026-06-03 18:16:11