@steeeeeeezo: to be able to be alone and stay in His presence all day and not really worry about nothing He showed me yesterday he’s finally givin me all that time I lost back from during my drug addiction days when life was so hectic and the rest I need from it so that’s what I’m doing until a job hires me or I finally blow up and become an influencer and find a way to make money somehow from this app which I could do lives but folks are just so weird and mean and you literally can’t defend yourself or else you get banned from live and restricted and whatever else like it’s so lame man people can say the most awful disturbing things but when I say “can you please stop that really makes me uncomfortable and it’s not cool” I’m the one who gets in trouble it’s happened so many times I need a mod but I don’t know anyone or have any friends that’d do it #fypシ #OOTD #nygiants #mylifebelike