@maia.maeeee: Growing up I was always the biggest girl in the group, tallest, heaviest, widest it really didn’t matter. I was always just….bigger. As a girl that fucks with your head don’t get me wrong. Even at a healthy body weight for my age I never felt good about myself. But this year it switched. For a second i was the smallest in the bunch and guess what. It doesn’t matter. Did I make me feel better? No. Did it resolve some sort of childhood trauma? Noooo. So the point is who cares!?!? I’m 20. I’m not 15 anymore. You have to grow UP AND OUT of your insecurities ladies. I feel like as women specifically we hold onto this idea that we HAVE to look a certain way or hold ourselves to a standard. But here’s why I don’t care about physique. I can always get it back. 2-4 weeks of locking in I’ll be shredded again without a doubt. I’m not “letting myself go” by enjoying my life……I’m not “filling out”….im human. A concept I think the internet fails to understand. I am in full control the same way you are. There’s no variable in life you CANNOT CONTROL. So enjoy life for a second because I am and when I get back home I’ll show you how quickly and easily I lock back into a routine so you guys can do it with me. In 5 years you’re not going to look back at summer 2026 and be like yeah no I wish I didn’t eat that slice of bread on June 23rd. Bruh what? LIVE A LITTLE!!!! ENJOY THE PROCESS!!!! LIFE ISNT LINEAR!! I LOVE YOU!!! Instagram gym culture is just toxic. Breathe with me 🧘💯
